. melissa's everyday walk .

what's bothering?

2009-09-29T01:34:00.003+09:00

Dear Diary,

It's been about a week now, being cooped inside a small container trying to find myself; the inner me. Suffocating in this little space I have, it's just too much to bare for now. I've always felt like exploding, but somehow, I don't know what is wrong with my hormones, but I tend to keep everything to myself. It's been like this for the past several months, and I'm only realising now. Yup, tears have definately rolled over my cheeks uncountable times. Barely breathing, with a broken heart, there's still healing. I just need time. I mean, seriously, I can get really emotional over small matter. For instance, being left alone from friends, friends being really mean and over the limit. Trust me, I'll explode to your face.

Somehow, the only person who can calm me down a little is none other than my boyfriend. I'm not saying my girlfriends are not doing a good job in keeping me occupied but it's just me. I'll just act as if everything is fine, but the inside is just the other way round, where no one actually can see what is going wrong. No one knows what is going on, but somehow he does. I'm just pushing myself, pushing and pushing every inch I can go further. All I know is when I get home, I'll just lock myself in the washroom and sit there for hours just to spill it over on the wall.

I'm not me.

I don't feel like my usual self. Laughing like a hynna, didnt care what the world say about me. I'm just thankful for what I have in my own hands, the abilities and talents. But what I've been having to do and events that are passing by me ... I don't feel like everything's right. I need room for air.

There are many times where I wanna give up and just wanting to head over to the pharmacy and get a pill that can allow me to sleep forever, and poison me that I can just runaway from everything. But, I guess God makes us face whatever that comes by our way and we just have to face it calmly, and let it pass.

I'm hanging on.
I'm hanging on.
I'm hanging on.

I'm praying hard that I'll get pass this disease I'm having.
It's killing me slowly in the inside.

I'm holding on.

Track Playing:- Lifehouse // Broken

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Baby, do you know how hard it is to sit and wait for you to come home?

shout outs & how am i today?

2009-09-25T22:18:00.002+09:00

Have you ever felt so satisfied in your life? Or been so happy that words can't even tell? Well, it's been awhile since I've been having this feeling. I don't know how to explain it but it's neither sad or happy. It's being loved, I guess (:

I know I've been missing once again. Well, I've been having own issues, again, as usual. Sorry, not me, I know that. But, I've been better and going through each day strongly and confidently! So, no worries folks (: I just miss blogging & being with my happening friends LOL Besides, I'm down with a fever and still recovering!

Btw, happy birthday to HL! (: Sorry can't make it to Poppy for your birthday celebration tonight. My bad bro'! Join yguys next time!

Yang is coming back tomorrow from UK. Can't wait to wish him "home-sweet-home honey!" HAHAHA

TzinHwang is gonna be busy from now onwards. So, I guess I won't be seeing him that often as I do now already =( I'm gonna miss my little prince charming sobsob. It's been really tough for me though. Trying not to cling and think too much.(!)

Well, guess that's leaving Janice & Dafne to accompany me for the next several months until I find a part time job! LOL

Track Playing:- Boys Like Girls // Love Drunk

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover ...

self evaluation

2009-08-30T00:50:00.006+09:00

There are more than three billion people in this planet.

Some are good, some are bad.

They're just the way they are.

I'm not saying that when people are born into this planet, God made some of us bad and some of us as good kids. When we were born, we were just little babies who are innocent and was born to continue with the species. As we grow up, we make choices everyday. For instances, "What am I gonna eat?, What to wear?, Am I gonna do my homework which is due tomorrow?, Should I study next Tuesday for an exam on Wednesday?" Whatever the things that we do, we make choices every single day, every single hour whether we like it or not.

For the past several weeks, I had been challenged to make my own choices without my parent's around where I use to lean on them - listen and take their advice. Now, I guess I'm old enough to call myself an adult. For the past several months, I've been lingering around people who has been pushing & ordering me to do what they want to see me do and not for my own benefit, ending up making myself suffer more from the others. I'm not going to say that I've not made mistakes before in my life. Yes, when something has been done, we cannot turn back time and un-do what has been done. When we were given the opportunity, it's either we would accept to take it or decline. Most of the time, when an opportunity strikes, I would go try my luck for grabs. If I get it, I thank God like any other day as it is not an opportunity which I can get everyday.

When you have done something which may not be liked by anyone, all you have to do was to aplogise to the person. For some people it may be very difficult to say you're sorry, but look at the bright side, once you've said that, you'll feel way better than before. That's what I've learnt and felt before. I admit that I'm a person who hates to lose in a game. But, lately for the past seven months, I take every competition as just a small little game and if I lose, it's a fair lost.

Everyday I wonder to myself and ask God if I've done something wrong in my daily life, whether it's in school, at home or in the mall. Wherever I was, I would replay every single second I did in the last 24 hours. If I felt that I've said something wrong to someone, I would call that particular person to explain myself and apologies straight. No questions asked. If someone had said something really upfront to me whether it's good nor bad, I would just take it in & will not tell others of how I felt. Yes, that explains the tons of loss of hair due to excessive thinking and it's sort of a disease to me. If you do not believe me, ask my parents how much of hair is lying on my room floor and bed.

I am grateful with what I have today. Although I'm so tight with cash all the time, I'm not at all ungrateful with what I have in life, my family and friends. "Money can't buy happiness" - which is so true. Stop trying to tell the whole world what you've bought in the past 24 hours or your shopping weekend. That is your problem. You don't have to compete with the rest of the world to see how much you've spent. Who cares you've spent MYR 200? All I know, you're just acting rich when you are coming from a medium-income family.

If you need money to get something really important and have always been my bestfriend, been there for me, pick me up when I fall, I would be glad to help you with what you're going through too. It's been more than a year of not claiming back on what I should have claimed back from you, and everytime when you said you're broke, I took it lightly and let it go. I've waited and waited, and waited. Now, it's my turn to say that "I need my cash back." I'm done with people hogging me with stories and bullshits to cover up your stories.

I have this quote stuck in my head which says - "You only wish to see what your eyes wanna see, but not the real truth of the person behind it". Well, to tell you the truth, I acted you like my younger brother who always has my back. Now what do I get in return? After some time of not catching up, all of a sudden, a backstabbing bitch? Wow, after hanging out with my stealer boyfriends-use-to-be-best-friend (: That's awesome isn't it? Ohh, I forgot to ask, "Did she tell you I slept with your bestfriend before? I know right!" (:

Well, atleast I've learnt my lesson to not trust people around me anymore. Well, I think it's meant to mean "not to trust anyone who's still on planet earth". The fact that is bothering me besides my money is what you've become over the fortnight. I just can't look at you anymore, or talk to you. Why not look at yourself in a mirror. I could give you less than 30 secs, you'll never be able to look at yourself.

I'm very blessed to have many people around me who cares for who I am and not what people want me to be. I love the way I am but everyone has issues, including me. Most of the time, I can't handle upsetting stories. So, I obviously had to turn to someone who I could trust at the climax point of my life. However, it's been really dreading and a killer to me when someone whom I very close too thinks I'm using people to take advantage out of them? "I'm sorry honey. If you think I'm that kind of person, I think you've met the wrong person. I'm sorry."

At that very point of my life, I just felt that maybe I should stay away from everyone during this long holiday break, cool myself down and take things at a slower pace. But your images just keep creeping into my mind. I don't wanna keep secrets between us but I just need you. I need support from people. Sigh. Why can't I be strong for myself?

Track Playing:- Pixie Lott // Use Somebody (Acoustic)

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
lowest point of my life.

Lady Gaga VS Roisin Murphy

2009-08-22T15:57:00.002+09:00

WHAT ?!

Lady Gaga stealing looks?

HOW SHOCKING !!!

Yes she did, according to Murphy herself, who told Irish Central: "Lady Gaga is just a poor imitation of me. She has copied my style."

Provided by: Yahoo!

"Thing is, Lady Gaga is far from the only musician to take visual clues from someone else. Manic Street Preachers started out aping the Clash, with their slogan T-shirts. Coldplay nicked their French revolutionary jackets from the Sgt. Pepper sleeve (via Arcade Fire). Elvis Presley pinched his "jumpsuit-era" look from comic book hero Captain Marvel Jr.

Neither is Gaga the first musician to come over all stalkerish in her commitment to aping another artist. Kasabian's Tom Meighan would clearly kill to be Liam Gallagher. Brandon Flowers flits between wanting to be Bruce Springsteen and wanting to be the Pet Shop Boys' Neil Tennant. In La Roux's head, she's a cross between Annie Lennox and Adam Ant."Provided by: Yahoo!

Well, look at the bright side. My only feedback on this is ...

"What the hell?"

Oh come on! Obviously & honestly speaking to everyone in the world, YES!, It may be really upset-ing if someone would wanna be you yourself when they could have actually been creative themselves to not steal looks. But hey, why not take it as a compliment and say "Ohh, someone notices me and I think they're just so jealous of me" - or something like that.

It really does hurt to just follow your every movement, I've been through that. Done that.

Try looking at it from a different angle. (:

Take it as a compliment (:

To those Lady Gaga fans out there, don't feel ofended.

This is just a small matter.

Track Playing:- Trey Songz // Can't Help But Wait

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
To standby, while he lies, and turn around & forget ...

quotes

2009-08-17T02:51:00.002+09:00

Some quotes that I feel like sharing from One Tree Hill.

"You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices. Or you can fight back.Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is.But for the most part, you get what you give.The rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase. The choices you make. and the person you decide to be.The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now."

- Haley James Scott

"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep people away; But to see who cares enough to tear those walls down."

- Brooke Davis

Track Playing:- Utada Hikaru / First Love (Piano Version)

Much love & posted by,

Melissa @ 2am

Uni Friends

2009-08-16T18:41:00.004+09:00

Dear Readers,

I know it's been about three months of not updating my website. Well, Hello again. I know, I know, I keep saying "Will be right back" tons of times BUT I never did. Well, I'm making a point and a promis to myself that this is the last time of saying it and I'll be hardworking enough to update my personal webpage, as how I'm really hardworking in finishing my assignments and homework for tutorials :D

Beware, this will be the most longest-ever time to post this little post up HAHAHA

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Back in May, my guyfriends were really kind hearted to follow me up all the way to Kuala Lumpur to go on a road trip. It's gonna be kinda sad to go on a very short road trip by myself =(

Thank God I have such kind friends to head down with me. Well, the trip there took us about half an hour. In the entire road trip, we got lost, found our way back by car and by foot, and also had some eat-to-bite (:

Kenny

Kenny, Oh Kenny, who I can never fail to disturb him as much as I want (!) HEEHEE "Guy horny, girl only like right?", "Guy crazy, girl only like right?", "Guys like this, girl only like right?" LOL - every single thing he does and makes us wonder why on earth he did that, he would say those same phrases over and over again to us. The way he tells it to me, it seems so funny which makes me laugh my ass off LOL

Well, back to the story, the guys who followed me down to Kuala Lumpur were Yang, TzinHwang, Kenny and myself. Honestly, I tricked Kenny to come along. My excuse was that I was gonna introduce a really pretty girl to him and hoped that he would get along with the girl. The girl's name is Jessica HAHAHA - well, thank God he does not read my personal blog =P

We had our little eat-to-bite at Kreme Krunchy situated at Times Square, Kuala Lumpur. For those who don't really know what Times Square is, Times Square is known as a place for fun and a little time for shopping. In Times Square itself, there's an indoor theme park. I've been to Times Square for more than five times already and the theme park is never empty although it's a school day! How amazing can the place be? If I may say, certain areas of the building may be really quiet but it's big and everythig you need is in there (: Supermarket, Fashion shopping, Movies, everything you need!

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Most of the days were just "Head to Orange", "We're at Orange gambling", "Eat at Pink", "Meet Pink!", "Gambling at Pink", "Our usuals". Yknow us, we're such loyal customers to them, they can actually remember our faces and drinks that we order all the time! (:

There are times also we head back to our old place and have some dessert, and enjoy the company and chatter for a few hours at Snowflake!

For those who has not come across this place, you MUST go give it a try (:

It's situated at SS15, Subang Jaya (Taylor's Subang area; same row as Starbucks)

Personally, I feel that if I kept going to Snowflake, I'll get sick.

Sorry, my personal rating is 4/10.

My usual order - The Special.

Sorry, I'm sick of it already =(

OngYiTing still loves it.

Tzin Hwang's order - MilkShake or smth? (:

Jeriel, talking on the phone & too free to line up beans

Jeriel & SoongWhaiKay

L to R: SoongWhaiKay, MingYi & OngYiTing

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I know my chinese language is so cool (:

Track Playing:- Black Eye Peas // I Gotta Feeling

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I've not started on Econs Assignment =(

Business Semester One for SALE!

2009-07-20T23:46:00.005+09:00

Business Semester One for SALE! (:

BUSINESS LAW

Title: Business Law for Business Students 2008 (TextBook)
Author: Parker & Box
Condition: Original, 2nd Hand
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Title: An Introduction To The Law of Contract, 5th Edition
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Condition: Photocopy, Brand New
Price: MYR 26

Title: Business Law Student Manuel (2009 Version)
Description: For tutorial usage, good condition.
Original Price: MYR 17.50
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Title: Notes Per Chapter (not from lecturer), Past Year Answers, Report Essay Guides, Report Assignment Answer
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~~Management & Organisation Behaviour~~

Title: Management Foundations - A Pacific Rim Focus 2e (Second Edition)
Author: Bartol, Tein, Matthews, Sharma, Ritson, Scott-Ladd
Condition: Original TextBook; Five Months Old; Very good condition
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Title: Management Notes (OWN Per-Chapter - not provided by Lecturer), PastYr Papers, Answers
Condition: Brand new first hand notes & answers!
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BUSINESS STATISTICS

Title: Business Statistics Lecture & Tutorial Questions Book
Description: It's like a text-book, Used in class for every Lecture & Tutorial!
Original Price: MYR 40
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Title: Past Year Papers YR 2007-2009 (Both Semester 1 & 2), Formula Sheets, Notes
Description: All answers provided.
Selling Price: MYR 10

Please make sure that the books that you wouls like to purchase is the correct book, especially the authors! (:

For any enquiries, please e-mail me @ melissa_lilmel@yahoo.co.uk

Much love,
Melissa,
Second semester has started already! D:

2009-07-18T22:20:00.002+09:00

Holla folks. Time really flies, now we are already half way through the year 2009! (:

The new semester is coming and friends are leaving back tot ehri respective places called the second home.

The first six months of the first ever semester in University was good. Although there were minor upsets with timetable and long hours in school, yet I met awesome friends and found the love and care I needed (: Friends who understands me and can blend with me, they're called my friends. I'm glad to have them as my friends, yknow who you are. Times may be tough, every soul goes through the same thing. But yknow what? I've been through it and I'm done. Semester One of University in Malaysia is definitely awesome. Met friends, became bestfriends, and now we're doing everything together.

L to R: KiaShen, Melissa, PeiYing, Lisa & WeiXin

Good Old Days'!

L to R: Arinah, Lisa & Melissa

Coffee Breaks!

L to R: Melissa, JaniceLee & Izzy

Yes, I definitely miss my friends back in Year 12. During the one month holiday, I was suppose to meet up with my Year 12 friends from Taylor's. Sadly, with everyone busy with their own family thing going on and for me is a resturant to handle, it's definitely a little difficult to accomodate with everyones needs.

Besides, I got sick at the wrong time too D: I've been sick for the past almost-two-weeks already. Seriously, just tell it upfront to my face that I got sick at the wrong time D: This must be Sern who passed the sickness to me sobsob Well, Penang trip will be updated soon. Been busy for quite a bit. & I'm trying to keep myelf busy Hah.

Now, I'm just filled with thoughts in my head. I just need to chill for a little bit. Keep holiding on until the weekend is over & then see how thing goes. Plus, I'm not really exited for Uni to start D: I'm only exited to have lunch with Mich Koh on the first day of classes commence HEEHEE It's just, I missed her for quite a long time already! It's finally time to camwhore & getting the family together! :D

Furthermore, violin exam is coming pretty soon. I'm seriously not a prepared 7th Grader. Every week I hear the same screams and comments from my teacher, yet sometimes, I have this thing runing in my own mind that I drop my violin infront of her & say "Could you just let me finish my piece?" Sometimes it's just so frustrating when you can't finish the song that you're in the mood of playing & everything just crushed when someone just stops you right there when you're in the mood-song. When I got back reality, I realise I'm just standing there, listening to her again and again and again, the same thing coming over from her voice =,=

Just few hours ago, I found out that Wllie is gonna be blind for the rest of his life really soon. I just cried to myself. I just don't know what to do. I guess I'll be spending the rest of the evening with my dog until past midnight later when I get home D: I just can't imagine being home without Willie. As most of you know, I'm always home alone, most of the time. Imagine having no company at all D:

Track Playing:- The Veronicas // When It All Falls Apart

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Tell me how baby, yknow I love you.

Girls Day Out

2009-06-23T12:02:00.010+09:00

Photo by: DS Photos

" The affections are like lightning: you cannot tell where they will strike till they have fallen."

This is kind of a really late post!
This is due to the fact that I've been out of town most of the time.
With my mum's new restaurant business named Hakka Lee, I've been quite busy as to help her and accompany her whenever there's not much of a crowd.
I know, I've been such terrible daughter for not being able to be there for her all the time via 24/7.

Now too, I've been busy preparing for the Duet with JaniceOng.
As you all realised, I've been mentioning duet for quite sometime.
For your info, Duet refers to two players.
The duet that we have been practicing is the Piano and Violin.
Janice will be accompaning me on the piano.
As a violinist, sometimes I just feel like giving up as the Practical Examination is pretty close and I'm not really prepared for the Aural and Sight Reading D: I just hope God helps me through this one last round, than I'm good to go!

Besides that, I also had two dates with Li Huey, my Primary-HighSchool-College mate (:
Let's see, ... I think it has been nine years now and still counting on the years!
She was a total joker mate to me, but now she still is! (:
After months of not getting to meet each other and only got to catch up at a very minimal level through the net and phone, we finally decided to meet up and catch up, laugh and giggle whole night through. the best quote is still "50% unlikely to get diabetes !" - this happened when she wanted to go grab Starbucks, and she sorta fell outside McD's and her drink spilled D: I felt bad for her but the way she tells it to me, we laugh about it, yet memorable.

2008 Picture
L to R: Li Huey, Melissa, Ka-Yee

The other mamak-ing time was with Shane Gordan, Bryan Lee and Li Huey.
Well, there was actually more of them to come but many were still not back from overseas and many had plans.
We had dinner separately, and then went for a drink and catch up @ Hakka Lee for a little while, and then headed to Asia Cafe, SS15 chat and laugh till late night. Got to say Hi to Amar too HAHA It was really sweet of him to come and say Hi, then he left for a party. Then after, sent LiHuey home and met up with Yang, Sern and YannShun @ Murni, SS2 for a short drink.

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Almost ending our first semester in University, I invited JaniceOng to accompany me for a Hi-Tea buffet at the Terrace Houses in Sheraton Subang Hotel & Towers situated in SS12. Price is set to MYR 68+ per person.

JaniceOng - looking gorgeous as usual! (:
She was having her Ice-Cream

Melissa
Enjoying my Octopus!

For your information, I had twelve octopus that day! *big wide smile*
The octopus tasted so good, that I had to keep on taking it from the served tray.
As a result, I took about three quarter of the entire tray HAHA

With the stress running around in our lives, we got the chance to sit down, relax and catch up with old school times. We both had a great time and I was really full. I feel so satisfied after having so much of food and tried almost every served tray!

I was surprise as we were greated goodbyes as we were leaving the Terrace House.
Even the receptionist wished us goodday after stamping our car ticket.
People in the Sheraton Hotel were so polite, kind and yet heartful (:

After Hi-Tea, we decided to take a drive down to and Section 13 and 14 of Petaling Jaya to find a place to get my bow fixed. Sadly, I think the place has been shifted or stopped business.
The website has yet to be changed or deleted.
However, the ride with Janice around town was definitely awesome (:

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I also want to apologies to Phillip Boey.
I'm sorry honey, our photo didn't appear in Tatler Magazine
in the event of Launching Tatler Homes.

I've not been having my camera around with me most of the time.
Thus, there may be lack of photos D:
I'll TRRRYYY to remember to bring my camera (:
Till then, more updates soon!
Toodles!

Track Playing:- Kaskade ft. DeadMau5 // I Remember (Dub)

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Draw Me Close To You.

Movie Updates

2009-06-18T12:44:00.003+09:00

Finals are over & I'm glad to be back once again from being MIA in the blogging world! (:

Hello there folks. It's been awhile, yet once again.

During the three day exam period,

Yang, Sern and I had the time to actually hit the movies after several hours of studying for our finals in our first ever semester in University (:

Whenever we hit the movies, we never see any students/friends from our course taking a break from studying or hanging for several hours from the books.

Anyhow, we just moved on with our plan to watch movie (:

Here are some reviews of the latest movies that I've got the chance to watch.

Angels & Demons

Director: Ron Howard

Release Date: May 15th 2009

Actors: Tom Hanks, Ewan McGregor, Ayelet Zurer, ...

Global Movie Rating: 6.9/10

Personal Movie Rating: 7/10

Ron Howard has implied really good plots placed in the movie and makes movie watches to not really get their eyes of the screen as the scenes/actions are never ending and every scene leads to one clue. One mistake in decision making may lead to deaths/more issues.

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Terminator Salvation

Director: McG

Release Date: May 28th, 2009

Actors: Christian Bale, Sam Worthington, Moon Bloodgood, ...

Global Movie Rating: 7.1/10

Personal Movie Rating: 8/10

After Skynet destroyed humanity on Earth, a grou pof survivors led by John Conner to keep the machines from finishing their jobs in terminating human lives for good by killing the machines. McG has done a terrific job & I like this movie very much (: Trust me, it won't be a bore to watch this!

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Wolverine

Director: Gavin Hood

Release Date: April 29th, 2009

Actors: Hugh Jackman, Liev Schreiber, Danny Huston, Will.I.Am, ...

Global Movie Rating: 6.8/10

Personal Movie Rating: 6.5/10

One info for sure that I know is that Wolverine has a mutant life, but his girl told him that he was not, and that he was a human. The story is based fully on the love that he has in him for the girl and his family. However, there are some scenes in which I wasn't quite satisfied. As the movie continued whereby Wolverine had to fight among his mutant family members, there were suddenly an appearance of people helping him out which appeared from no where.

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Blood: The Last Vampire

Director: Chris Nahon

Release Date: July 2009

Actors: Gianna Jun, Allison Miller, Liam Cunningham, JJ Feid, Kenji Kamiyama, Katsuya Terada, ...

Global Movie Rating: 7.6/10

Personal Movie Rating: 6/10

Blood: The Last Vampire was about a vampire named Saya whom part of the covert Government agency which hunts for other vampires out there in the street. The story also includes saving one of her classmate from the vampires. In my own personal view, the movie genre was classified as Action & Horror. However, the movie was mainly charactors talking and stunts/fights were played with a minimal. On the other hand, the movie storyline was also good (:

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Seventeen Again

Director: Burr Steers

Release Date: April 17th, 2009

Actors: Zac Efron, Leslie Mann, Thomas Lennon, Matthew Perry, Allison Miller, ...

Global Movie Rating: 6.3/10

Personal Movie Rating: 7.5/10

The story is about a man who wasn't quite happy after he was married as he was suppose to be playing basketball, his most favourite sport. As for Mike O'Donnell who had the second chance to relive his live when he was seventeen again and achieve what he should have achieved. In the end, he still realises that he places his love over family top most, basketball was afterall his second place. In my personal opinion, Jason Filardi has written an impressive storyline as this has awaken many youngsters who sometimes regret on decisios that they have made themselves.

Track Playing:- Michael Buble // Feeling Good

Much love & posted by,

Melissa,

Baby, I miss you (:

Estee Lauder & Gavin's Home Coming

2009-05-31T16:06:00.004+09:00

Time just flies us by. In a split second, everything just vanished right before our eyes (:

Hello there folks. *waves* So sorry for the lack of updates.

Well, now I shall update you & I should be updating my personal blog more often from now onwards.

If I don't, pls do nudge me or remind me *embarassed smile*.

Times and flown by and have not gotten anything done just quite yet!

Since University started, I've been out till night, never really get to sit down for the whole evening to check my e-mails. I'm sorry guys for replying your e-mails pretty late

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First off, the Estee Lauder Model Search Season 3.

My girlfriends and I just promptly decided to join for the fun of it.

Come on, a free hair styling and a photoshoot? - we promptly went.

MinYi and Janice looked fabulous, while I had the most hideous shot, look at my alien face.

FYI, Hsien Loong got into the finals/semi-finals. I forgot which, but yeah, Congrats.

I wish you all the best HL (:

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During the Easter break, Gavin came back from Australia just for a week to spend some time with family and friends & spread his wings for a bit (: So, I then decided an impromptu meet up with the South Australian Matriculation buddies which we have not kept in touch for several months. However, Monash students had assignments due on the following Monday. Monash students were really stressed out, so only some came for the gathering. The gathering was held at Hakka Lee, SS15.

Top L to R: Daniel, Marvin, Gavin, Alvin

Bottom L to R: Begonia, Janice, SuShien, YeeLynn, ShuYi, CaiJin, Melissa

Gavin surrounded by the beauties (:

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More updates will be up pretty much soon!

Just keep in touch ;)

Track Playing:- Eminem // We Made You

Much love,
Melissa,
An unexpected call.

2009-05-05T00:40:00.002+09:00

CHECK THIS OUT GUYS! (:

Amazing.

Much love,
Melissa,
I still can't hit the top note! *screen cracks*

NOTES

2009-05-03T15:13:00.003+09:00

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everything falls into place

2009-04-24T01:12:00.005+09:00

Come to think of it, here goes nothing.
It's some sort of random note that I feel like writting.
It just makes every other post another late comer.

Like I say it a million times and everyone would have the same quote "Life is precious yet short." God may just take our lives in just seconds, you'll never know. Almost a week ago, we have lost a loving and caring mother to one of my highschool friends circle. Although, if I may say that he was my bestfriend in HighSchool, I never got the chance to greet her whenever I was around the neighbourhood or even know how well she was coping up in life. In my life, all it was just "keep moving on" sign. It's pretty hard for me to stop the cycle, because once I do, the routine fails to function, and everything is gone within seconds. Time flies and now, she's gone. Yet another one of my nightmares of death appears infront of my eyes.

The pain;
The suffering;
The tears;
The faints ...

Once I heard the news in the middle of the night, it made me recall the pain that I've gone through as a person who lost a very close friend, just like my sister. A role model with a figure. she was just the most perfect person I've ever met and been closed too. Her life was taken away with just triplets inside her big belly. People may want to know, the triplets are alive, but they're missing only one thing that they can never replace with - A mother's love.

Off the record, I've actually been through a lot within the past two weeks. Everything was just moving so fast, that I have to keep track and not turn back anymore. "Whatever happens, don't let it bring you down" - that's all I had in my mind, or I'm done swearing again. However, words that people tend to say to me indirectly/directly really hurts me although I've tried to keep myself calm. I really thank God that there are people who actually understands my situation, but they don't seem to understand my life either. With the workload, the dramas that has been circulating, I'm trying.

Highschool is suppose to be a place whereby people should mingle and mix around. Honestly, Highschool is a place, and the only best place to have all the fun you want. I'm not kidding. Putting aside each and everyone's differences, I'm sure that Highschool has left a mark in my soul. The laughters, sneaking outs, last but not least, the people whom we cherish and hold until today. I'm just having another sudden thought of highschool, flashbacks. It wasn't so bad after all.

Highschool Dramas , pfft. Oh come' on, you gotta be kidding me! You want me to post about this part? HAHA Well, it's how a person can actually handle it. This actually reminds me of Paris Hilton. All she wants was just someone who she can count on and keep up with her. I'm not gonna say that it's similar to my life, but I've been just so pack, basically the University and Hakka Lee. As I can remember, when I was back in Highschool, I had tons of classes, mostly performing arts and, maybe 35-40% of pure academic classes. I learnt piano, violin, Ballet & Latin. Besides that, I also had to attend parties back then. That's when everything just keeps running (: Basically, Highschool Dramas are nothing, really. To me, I know & I am a Drama Queen. rama just follow wherenver I go, it's as if I've been Deja Vu. BUT don't let that tear down your life just because of some small rumour and you've lost your friends along this rumour. These little things are just rumours to bring you down. Don't tell me you can't live your life! then whyam I sittng down on a comfy sofa and writting this down? (: There's definitely a mark there, but, I know you'll do great in life! :D

This really makes me miss HighSchool (!)

Then comes University. Argh, I can't give any advice on this. But, the only thing I can say is, cherish those who has been wth you through the years, which are your Highschool Mates. Just talked to a friend recently whom I've never been able to talk for about two years plus. When things just rush through, and started to pour out our memories back in Highschool - sweet&memorable&pathetic - reminds me of how much I use to be.
Reminds me of who I was and comparing from now and then.
It's really a major change.
Thank you friend (:

My only weakness now is that I still do not know how to make time for the people whom I love & opening up myself, taking risk & chances. I've been moving forward, there's just so many things to do now, but I can't seem to stop, it's driving me crazy. I'm working o it. Well, it's just one thing. Just one.

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Well, I'm off again.

Till we meet again once more,

and read my pathetic stories! (: HAHA

Track Playing: Howie Day // Collide

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
we just collide perfectly.

HAKKA LEE

2009-04-10T16:57:00.004+09:00

Hakke Lee, a new restaurant in town! (:

The grand opening was held on the second week of March.

Many family & friends came to support this opening!

L to R: Marianne, Melissa, Datin Seri Wendy Ong, Cecilia Lee, Andrew Lee & Melvin Lee

We were very honoured to have Datin Seri Wendy Ong to launch the official opening.

With eight big lions and seven little lions dancing away, it made the official opening even better!

L to R: The little lions with Bernie, Marianne & Melissa

The overflowing crowd!

My little ruscle, Baby Illiyana (:

L to R: Bernie, Melvin, Melissa.

L to R: Melissa & Imelda

L to R: Marianne, Bernie, Melissa & Cecilia

It was infact a very long day for my family and I.

Well, you won't regret, trust me ;)

A big thank you to Janice OngYiTing for the flowers! (:

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Hakka Lee is basically a restaurant that has been put up aim to help people gain some income from loosing their job due to the current economy crisis and to help single mothers to support their children. This restaurant carries a Family concept, whereby families held parties and gathering. Honestly, I know how my mum's cooking is (: As far as I'm alive, all I know is my mum's cooking is really good! :D I would appreciate if people around town would drop by sometime whenever y'guys are around to try out! Don't just bring youself, bring the whole troop! (:

No. 68, Jalan SS15/4D, Subang Jaya,

47500 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.

(Same row as McD & BurGer King, before Face2Face)

Track Playing: Jordan Sparks // Next To You

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
take me away, spread my wings, i need my space ...

2009-04-07T17:36:00.002+09:00

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how i spent my 19th b/day

2009-04-04T19:05:00.007+09:00

It's been a very long time I last updated my personal blog!

How have you all been doing for the past one & a half months? (:

Just a little update on Chinese New Year 2009.

It was yet another tiring year.

However, it was just not another ordinary CNY.

This year, my family & I visited more homes & I'll just be exhausted once I'm back home.

Dragging my feet to bed and sleep :D HAHA

On one note: MichKoh will be back home soon! Not forgetting the rest of my Friends who are currently in Australia.

On one major note, I celebrated my Surprise 19th Birthday at

Bubba Gump Shrimp @ Pyramid on the 25th March, 2009.

Those who attended were: Melissa Lee, Tang Minyi, Janice OngYiTing, KokSiewMun, Kenny LCY, HsienLoong, Ng TzeShen & Sulaiman Siraj.

Well, Janice actually blowed the surprise in the first place when we were on our way back from University the day before the celebration. Thus, I decided that we just go on with the plan, BUT just a peaceful lunch with University mates, thats it (: So, we all went.

PS: It took us forever to choose a place to eat, with KLCY's Kenny Roger or MinYi & Jan's Bubba Gump HAHA

MinYi had a very big appetite that day :D

Due to the large portion of food, I pity HL cause he had to finish up for us :D

Our "Garbage Boy" HAHA

Even me being the "Garbege Girl" can't even finish my own plate D:
Then came desert, which we all agreed to have the Chocolate Chip Ice Cream.

As they were serving the Chocolate Chip Ice Cream, the whole management & my friends started singing some weird song, which I don't know. It sort of like a "remix" or something which also includes the chocolate chip in the lyrics =____= LOL

I had to shake my backside on the chair D:

I humiliated myself infront of everyone (!)

I told them I don't want any standing-on-the-chair OMG, they got me pretty well.
Thanks to the Management of Bubba Gump and my University mates,

I had a great time ber-bonding and sharing the joy with them (:

I really appreciate all the things that they have done for me.

I LOVE Y'ALL (:

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March 26th, 2009

After University, Janice OngYiTing came over to my place to pick out an outfit for a small gathering with my guyfriends. Everything including clothes, hair, makeup, clips LOL

But, everything went well, went over her place, played with Genie,

while Jan was playing with my hair like a doll HAHA

When night arrived, Ikhwan was so sweet to pick me up in Janice's place, and the rest of the guys.

We all had dinner in Ole Ole Bali, Pyramid.

The food was really tasty! I recommand to all (!)

Zarul really enjoyed his food that night (: HAHAHA

Ikhwan and his Bamboo Sticks

Ikram loved his Fish N' Chips (:

Zarul & Melissa

Ikram & Melissa.

Don't ask me why (: Ask Ikhwan LOL

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I had a really nice dinner with my guyfriends.

Sadly, Leong Kenneth is missing in those pictures D:

He had some training to go too, which was really sad cause he could'nt cancelled for me SOB

After dinner, went over to get a new bag :D SHOPPING AGAIN!

& then after, we headed over to Bliss Cafe, back in USJ area and have a chat (:

Though I was really sleepy, I really glad that we all went over to Bliss Cafe.

I had a really nice chat & ber-bonding, laughs and sex talks LOL

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SNEAK PEEK OF THE NEXT REVIEW!

A new place in town? ;)

STAY TUNE !

Track Playing:- Kaskade // Angel On My Shoulder

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Talk to me, Walk with me, Come with me, Beautiful Lady ...

Teenage Love & Valentine

2009-02-14T23:13:00.003+09:00

Work has been a little stress due to the amount of workload that everyone has to handle. Honestly, I'm not the one who's handling eighty files. Well, as a starter and a part timer, it's really been difficult though. One mistake makes me go crazy, as if I don't really care about what I do in life. Well, hoonestly, I hate it whenever I do a mistake at work. So shameful D: Well, it does not sound as bad as it happened alright? (: My colleagues are awesome people :D Love them a lot Heh

Two Fridays ago, Sean was suggesting that everyone form Highschool should get together & do some catching up. And, yes, as usual, I'm the party planner. Thanks to my little people who do invites, they were awesome bring everyone to the crowd ;)

First stop was at Barcelona @ Sunway.

I really think that Barcelona has transformed so much ever since I first stepped in, which was exactly a year ago! It's so much better right now with the music and the crowd. Me and my Highschool mates went over for Happy Hour. And I was pretty much knew I was gonna be late. Thanks to my guyfriends, they made me drink a whole jug by myself in less than 20 minutes before I could leave to Euphoria. D: Don't you think they're so mean? LOL But, it was an awesome 1/2 hour with all of them ;)

L to R: Lionel, Melissa, Sean, Steven

L to R: Sau Sen, Melissa, Eugene & Steven

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After Barcelona, went to pick up SeanRyan, Lewis & their friends.

Headed over to Euphoria.

Well, there were some complications between Euphoria and me, but everything went cool after an hour.

Most importantly, everyone had fun & enjoyed themselves ;)

SeanRyan & Melissa

This picture is on my Phone Display Wallpaper!

Sean, you should happy as you scored higher than the rest ;) HAHA

My sophisticated "Date" of the night LOL Terrence

From what I know and heard off, was hanging around with my new buddy a whole lot LOL

Candid shot of Miss Sassy Whay Ying.

Don't even think she knew XD

Thanks Baby for coming down all the way from Klang to join me ;)

This is Lewis, my crazy-Macarena-Wannabe-&-Air-Guitar-Boy (:

One crazy boy I found in Church, never regret a single second knowing him ;)

I had five cups of Chivas&Coke, 2 pure shots of Chivas.

It was a very wild night for me.

Sean took care of me the whole night, it was crazy till I had to go to the Hotel LOL

I even hurt Vivian :s

Sorry Vivi, ILY (:

Last Saturday, I went over to Sean's place to get back my stuffs.

And he told me all the stories that happened in the NightClub.

It was pretty scary.

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY Y'ALL (:

Valerie left ot South Africa to continue her studies after several months holiday back in Malaysia.

Christpoher left to The States this morning. He didn't put me in his suitecase D:

I miss both of them like crazy!

( PS: Less one bodyguard on the list D: )

Gavin's leaving this Tuesday, dammit.

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Oh yeah, I'm going to snap my very long hair tomorrow.

That's what I've been planning :S

Goodbye sexy hair D: LOL

Any idea on how my style should be? LOL

Track Playing:- Stanfour feat. Jill // In Your Arms

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
lonely valentine ...

Yeap Gavin & Nurkhalisa's Farewell

2009-02-10T15:42:00.004+09:00

Yet another goodbye, it never comes the an end.
People come and go, I'm just taking it in.
Trying not to let emotions take over my sopt.

First stop was at Lisa's crib situated in Tropicana, Damansara.
The party actually only starts at 5pm.
Thanks to my classes on Saturday, it actually distrupts my schedule & plans with friends D:
Thus, I decided to go very early and pay a visit before she leaves (!)

When I first got there around noon, her mum, the maid & her brother was cooking away in the kitchen.
Ohh la la, the smell of the food being cooked at that time smelled so nice!
I felt so guilty and bad for not turning up for the night event as I had to attend the soft launch of Sky Lounge.

Dinie & Nurkhalisa cutting food, while I was running around the House HAHA

Melissa & the Baby

Dinie singing to the Baby not to hump on Him LOL !

Sampat Dinie & The Baby

Nurkhalisa & The Baby dancing to Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

After my class, I got to meet up with Arinah and Hezreen after so long (!)
Sadly, I didn't snap any photos with them, due to me rushing home & was very late!
I MISS ARINAH & HEZ !!!!!

Lisa, I miss you like hell lots already !
I still remember when I was talking to you on the phone when I lost my voice and you were laughing HAHA
Well, I hope to see you back during your holidays, call me, we'll hang out babe (:
BTW, pass me your Aussie number!
Missing you & Hez a whole lot. Mucho loves mwahh mwahh (!)

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Just a couple of weeks back, Yeap Gavin had a farewell then.
The not-sure-what-number it was.
Although most of my SAM mates didn't attend due to personal reasons,
Su Shien was there to teman me the whole night along with Alfred, Alvin & Marvin.
I even made new sampat friends.

Yup yup, when we first arrive there was just alcohol with Cho Tai Di LOL
Yknow us Chinese during Chinese New Year, enjoying ourselves.
Sadly, I didn't play. I just shuffled cards. HAHA
I suck in this game alright (:

L to R: Alfred, Melissa, Si-Onn & Adrian

This is Si-Onn's masterpiece.
Isn't it awesome & cool?
I think He did a pretty amazing job on this (!)

And there are also definitely a lot of crazy moments while we were at Gavin's place.
I was laughing the whole night at the fact that Si-Onn was pregnant & gave birth in a room without any doctor or nurse LOL! The video clip was shown to me from Adrian :D Well, it wasn't only Si-Onn who took my girly stuff and snap photos with, but also Adrian. Adrian pulled it off amazingly, HAHAHA (!)
Those are private stuff, SSSHHHH (!!!)
For Adrian's sick =p

In this picture: Gavin

Yes, we got too bored until we could do that HAHA
And I finally understand how to play Mah Jong :D
Except that I can't play alone, I'll need Gavin to be there Heh

I also got to watch Alvin being the most CC-fied boy in the room playing Fatal Frame while I stare in horror
LOL stupid doll that Alvin was controlling made me laugh when we viewed the Doll's Sister through the Camera in the game LOL

The night ended quite late until almost everyone went home,
then Si-Onn accompanied Gavin to send me back to Subang.

I'm gonna miss you like hell lots when you're in Melbourne (:
Well, wait for me alright?
If I have the chance to hop over to Australia during my holidays,
Please spare me a room (!) HAHAHA
BTW, pass me your Aussie number!
mwahh mwahh Love you mucho!

Track Playing:- Lesley Roy // I'm Gone, I'm Going

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
what's with me & sampat words? LOL

Uncle Lucas & Kak Ria's Open House

2009-02-07T23:46:00.003+09:00

Uncle Lucas & Kak Ria had shifted out from Grandma's place & now they have a beautiful big one storrey home somewhere nearby Church :D
So, if I ever need a lift from Uncle Lucas, I can see baby! :D

Somewhere in the end of Jauary, Uncle Lucas & Kak Ria had an open house. Many people attended, mostly are church members. Pastor came to pray for the new home & also for the family. Besides that, the food was awesome (!) And I also did disturb Grandama HAHAHA
Instead of giving what she wants more, I gave her every dish double for the second round.
Grandma thinks I'm crazy; my cousins just keep laughing HAHA

I didn't tell & made my sister to do that.
She wanted to do it & she drag me into the picture D:

Angeline & Marianne.

Sorry for bothering yguys ith crazy pictures.
Don't mind my family. They're retards :D

Please check out this video.
This is my baby cousin, Iliyana going 2-years this March with me (:
She can dance & sing-a-long the tune with the music entitled Hot N Cold & Just Dance.
Check it out ;)

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This video that you're about to see is when she trieds to act as if she wasn't feeling very well. She got me. LOLOLOLOL

The next video that you're about to see is when she tried to sing a-long, but keeps on getting distracted and falling down LOL we kept making her dance, that's what she likes. Concentrate at the part were she reaches out her hands, it's as if she's reachin out to her fans & then after, she does a backsideof her show to her fans LOL!

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More updates soon ;)
Still a little hangover from yesterday's event.
Made new friends, we're a family! :D

Tack Playing:- 16 Frames // Let's Not Pretend

Much love & posed by,
Melissa,
what have I turn into?

Glitterama Dinner @ BBC

2009-02-03T11:53:00.003+09:00

"I cannot say good-bye to those whom I have grown to love,
for the memories we have made will last a lifetime and never know a good-bye."

"And I’ll wait like I wait for every Sunday train ..."

I took another off-day from work. I feel like I'm not able to concentrate at work today as SmallBoy left to Australia early this morning. Thus, my mind is not around today. Told my Boss I'll be coming tomorrow, have to prepare some letters and urgent calls. Nanthini & Sean just called me from work. Sean said that my table is filled with files on my table. Well, my mind is not here today, let me wonder, please. I have to pull myself together in less than 24 hours. I think it has affected my 3 Angels and the "boyfriend number 2" Justin LOL!

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Have just too many events to write about but don't know where is the starting point (!) LOL
Therefore, it is going to be a random start ;)

The Glitterama Singing Ladies has gathered once again for another gathering, but yet a special one. This gathering is to celebrate and welcome the Chinese New Year on the 24th of January, 2009

Venue: BBC, Kuala Lumpur
Time: 8pm until late

Yes, we had Yee Sung, one of my favourite dish that we all have once a year (!)
Besides that, the night was filled with laughter and waiting for those who has yet to finish shopping till 10pm @ Petaling Street, LOL

Well, sadly, I couldn't eat what the rest were having cause the Ladies were having Thai food, which I can't take, cause all food served are spicy D: Thus, me & Li-Ann had to do side-ordering.

Oh Oh Oh !
I even made friends with a BIG Bear ! HAHA

Melissa Lee & Mah Li-Ann
Missing her tons here (!) (:

The rest of the pictures are in the other Camera but I'm just too lazy to get the rest of the pictures out.
Heh, Sorry folks (: Till then, more updates are coming up' (!)
Keeping it STRONG, RAWR !

Track Playing:- My Favorite Highway // Walking On A Wire

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I'm still here, I'm still around, I put your picture face down ...

SKY LOUNGE

2009-02-01T22:06:00.002+09:00

Somewhere in the midst of January, the first onth of the New Year, The Mah Family had cordinately invited Auntie Aileen with spouce & my family to the Opening of Sky Lounge @ The Verve Suites situated in Mont Kiara. At that time, my mum was still in Bali attending my cousin's wedding.

Thus, ended up only having my dad & my sister.

Before heading over to The Verve Suites, we went over to The Mah's place to crash and say our Hellos (:

FYI, BUSTER WAS SO CUTE :D

My sister & myself keep disturbing him & Buster could sniff Willy really well around my dress LOL

Then around Eight-ish, we all headed into two Merz to the Apartment which was just two doors away from the Residence LOL

This was one of the units that we were taken too. Apparently, Uncle Mah has purchased one ready unit, including all the table, bed & accessories. Awesome nuff? (: The rooms will all be ready in two years time. Thus, when it's done we will all be partying around Mont Kiara & KL area, then we'll just crash over at the Apartment :D . However, there's a possibility that I won't be around from than on. Damn ...

At first, I didn't know which was the washroom for Men & Ladies.

Well, there's the sign on the Door ! HAHA

Then after, we headed to the best part of the night, Sky Lounge :D

We could actually see the whole of Kuala Lumpur, including KLCC & The KL Tower.

But my Camera is so stubborn to not take good shots =,=

L to R: Marianne, Li Lian, Melissa, Li-Ann

@ THE PALMS

L to R: Li Lian, Melissa, Marianne, Li-Ann

After having fun watching the scenary & snapping photos everywhere, we all then headed over to the couch & Bar area which was just a floor below of the Sky Lounge. Here is the rest of the pictures that we took in The Verve Suites, only selected ones.

Then, later that night, we headed to Souled Out for eat-to-bite and also, celebrating the 21st Anniversary of Dato Mah & Datin Mah. Gosh* They both are really cute together (:

The Two Love Birds.

Picture is taken with an iPhone.

There were also a special performance that night (:

It was so random, HAHA

It's as if it was specially for the Two Love Birds.

Then, at the ending, it says "10 minutes, last call to order" LOL!

After the food & alcohol, the girls & I head bck to The Mah residence, special transporter provided by Souled Out. When we got home, we rushed back of to the TV and continued watching I DO? on Astro On Demand covered up with blanket and a long couch (:

Overall, the night was filled with joy & laughter with more poise.

Miss that night a whole lot !

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Li-Ann has left to Australia !

Suppose to see her at Auntie Mayleen's place last week but she didn't come D:

Well, I thank God for my mum, pushing my Arse to have dinner at BBC the other week.

More updates soon !

Plus, I'm sick D:

I lost my voice D:

Track Playing:- Jason Reeves // Photographs & Memories

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
voice, come back to me, nananana ...

New Year's Resolution 2009

2009-01-29T11:59:00.003+09:00

Good morning Malaysia & folks (:
I'm really sorry for not updating for almost four weeks.
This is due to being always on-the-go & work.
Well, until today, I've not received photos from the past events.
I'll try my best to make it LESS boring LOL

Today, I didn't get to go to work cause I got a terrible nose block & sneezing away D:

A thousand apologies to Yindran which I couldn't meet up today (!)

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On December 31st, New Year's Eve night, My family & I headed over to Sekolah Sea for dinner.
The theme was "Back To School". Thus, we all dressed as if we were going to Shool ! HAHA
Pretty hilarious but seriously, it was really fun seeing all the aunties & uncles dressing up younger (!)

@ HOME
The Mother, The Father, The Two Girls & a missing Brother.

L to R: Mummy, Daddy & Ice-Cream Man (!)

L to R: The Headmistress & The PE Teacher.

And, if you actually do make the wrong actions in Sekolah See, like smoking for eg,
You'll be attending DETENTION CLASS :D

After staying for an hour or so, Kishen came to pick me up from the "School" and send me off to the train station.
I was suppose to head to Raja Chulan, Kuala Lumpur.
I braced myself & texted Sean Liew & Christopher the whole way.
Was pretty afraid with all the people.
Unfortunately, they were actually nice people. Just the fact that how they dress scares the hell outta me.
Two Pakistanist guys sat beside me in the Train @ KL Central, heading to Raja Chulan.
They were practically crazy over me, scary much?
Thank God I arrived on KL road safely & kissed the ground goodbye Train (:

Son after, Christopher & Jayson picked me up from one of the Bar Clubs :D

It took us about 10 minutes walk back to the Apartment called Maple Suite.
There, I made new sakai friends. Trust me, they are !

I pity my new guyfriend in Red. Everyone made him lost most of the time.
Poor soul got drunk, he told me his name more than 10 times.
He even asked mine & tells me about his life almost 10 times in 5 minutes, HAHAHA

At struck 12am, we were so BUSY playing the drinking game until we were few seconds late for the first part.
But as we stepped out of our balcony, the fireworks was so beautiful, infront of our eyes.
There were three different locations that were shooting fireworks.
Beside KLCC, Between KLCC & KL Tower & the housing area.

After fireworks, without wasting anymore time, we all headed down to the cab, rushed off to Zouk KL.
Trust me, the club is AWESOME. There are mainly three rooms you can go, which you feel like going.
We went all three. All three rooms were pack.
To even walk, we all had to squeeze and push everyone.
It was a little difficult to enjoy when there were several guys trying to touch our asses & bodies.
Thank God to the guys, they pulled us & danced together.

When the Club closed, we then walked around Kuala Lumpur, touring the beautiful City (:
I didn't bring my camera, so no pictures were taken.
But, trust me, it's good to walk cause we actually get to know the roads :D

We strolled down the streets of KL and chat away. It was a nice walk, if I may say.
About 20 minutes later, we reached Mandarin Oriental Hotel. We used the washroom, lazed around & we
gotta hear some techno music played by the managements after a party HAHAHA :D

We reached home after 4am, shower, chit chat, laughed while the other of my two drunken friends were
sleeping soundly HAHAHA

Mind you, my room was awesomely BIG, could fit ten people, but only seven were in the room :D

Christopher woke me up at almost 10am.

Christopher sent me home & i crashed my bed till noon. was dead tired okay.

Then quickly rushed and headed off to Istana Budaya to watch Mamma Mia.

When I got home in the evening, I slept till the next day.

A million thanks to Christopher & Jayson for keeping me safe at all times.
Wherever I go, they were always there, make sure no one touches me LOL
sadly, pictures are with Jayson, damn .... Hurry Jayson (!)

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Basically, my New Year was all planned out.
I was pretty much down when the first plan was no activities that night.
Thank God god for the KTM for being able to work until Midnight (!)
I also thank God for blessing that everything will change this year.

To my surprise, somewhere in January, the Director from Monash Australia called me on my cellphone
saying that I've been accepted. Sadly, I had to turn it down as I'm not under Victoria University.
Well, I guess the first year won't be a problem for me as I can still transfer in the second year.
Scott, Kenny & Siew Mun will be with me. I thank God I won't be alone Heh.
Well, Scott & I may be flying off together to Australia in 2010 (:
By God's grace, everything will go smoothly this year (!)

A thousand goodbyes now, a thousand hellos coming our way.

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More updates coming your way.
Stay tune ;)

Track Playing:- Siwtchfoot // Only Hope

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Missing Tung Herr !!!!! D:

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2009-01-03T23:18:00.009+09:00

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Christmas 2008

2008-12-30T22:07:00.001+09:00

Christmas is the best time of the season where it's the time I can share my love & joy with everyone (:
This year's Christmas is very different & unexpected & the best among all the Christmas before.

Back on the 19th of December, my College Cell had a Christmas Party in our respective Cell Homes. There was a good crowd. Friends also came back from Australia & UK to join us that night (:

All pictures of the Cell Night are in Facebook.
There are to many to choose from.
Thus, do enjoy the Cell Photos I've uploaded under My December I & My December II ;)

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On Christmas Eve, The Lee's was the host for the night & the three families reunite!
- The Lee's, The Phang's & The Ng's.
It has been more than ten over years since we all had our dinner together as everyone was not
around or at overseas.
Finally, everyone came together to have a eat-to-bite instead of only having two families around (:

The whole night was filled with laughter, carols & memories we all shared back in the old times.

Besides, we also danced along with ABBA album, which was been played after our carolling session to welcome Christmas into our home. It was really funny to see all the uncles & aunties grooving to the beat, while all the children just stares and laugh along seeing their own parents doing their thing'!

After the crazy session at my place, Christopher, Valerie and myself head over to MOS, Euphoria to have a taste of the music & the crowd. To my expectations, Pyramid was flooded with people. But, Euphoria's dance floor was a-okay for the maine floor, playing techno that night, while the other dance floor of R&B was so empty. If the Drunken5 was there with me, we would have got the party started! But, we ended up at the main dancefloor, where everyone was. After 3am, we walked out of Pyramid towards the highway, where our driver was & then we headed home after. Sitting in that luxurious car with a driver there for you till sunrise, awesome Hah. Basically, my night rock & I had so much fun (:

It was beyond my expectations :D

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On Christmas Day early morning, I went to Church to meet up with Sean Liew.
He gave the sweetest present ever! Will upload it whenever I can.
After church, headed for makan - the usuals, then to cousin's new crib in BU.

I tried watching movie with her portable DVD, and I almost ended up sleeping on the bed.
In the end, the two cousins, my sister & I headed to OU to have a movie & shopping! (:
I got myself a pair of sexy pumps, awesome (!) Heh.
We played games & watched Yes Man!

Melissa & Valerie

Melissa & Angeline.

On the 27th, I met up with Sean Liew, together with my two other cousins.
Picked them up & yes, I allowed Sean to drive my car to pick my cousins up & down, Hah.
Soon, he'll be my new driver ;)
I won't really need to drive around, am i right? XD

And, practically, other weekdays was just work work work for me (:

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Well, on the 31st, I'll have to attend an event with parents & other kids to a party.
It's theme it's called "Going Back To School".
I will have to wear my HighSchool Uniform, LOL
Oh well, I'll look really ugly in it.
Then, after the party, I'll be heading down to KL for another party (:
Anyone wanna join me? Feel free to call me ;)

I won't be around till the January 1st as I'll be away staying a night at Maple Suite.
If you're aorund KL, gimme a ring okay? We'll hang out ;)
In the next ten over hours, it's gonna be waking up to work again, before enjoying my night, LOL

Thus, I wish all of you a very Happy New Year.
I pray that this year is more awesome than the ones before. (!)

Track Playing:- Kate Voegele // No Good

Much love & posted by,
Melissa Lee,
can't wait to party all night & no work (:

RADO - WATCH COLLECTION // OPENING

2008-12-27T13:06:00.003+09:00

The Rado, Switzerland watch collection had their first opening in Kuala Lumpur on the December 4th, 2008.

First impression towards the new shop lot was classic black, slick.

There was a huge crowd at the opening.

Had my very own VIP pass into the Opening & also to the Night Performance at the Center Court.

The dress code was Black as it suits the environment of the Opening.

L to R: Melissa Lee, Mummy, Rachel Tan, Marianne Lee

Yes, we also got to have a little chat with Rachel Tan, a young actress who acts in Chinese dramas.

She was also known as one of the ambassadors of the Watch Collection.

And I also never knew that my mum and Rachel has been hanging out. LMAO

Besides, I was confronted by the SinChew Chinese Newspaper reporter to take several snap

shots of me.

It was for the newspaper.

They told me that if I was chosen to be featured in the newspaper, I'll be receiving money & gifts.

LOL I don't know where that will lead me. But it was fun (:

L to R: Marianne, Mummy, Melissa

Then, three of us had dinner in a chinese restaurant at the Center Court.

I definitely had tons of fun with the people at the Opening (:

Starhill is going to be my Second Home although there's nothing much there, LOL

Next stop will be:- HOW I SPEND MY CHRISTMAS

Track Playing:- Aly & AJ // No One

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Wanna be no one but myself (:

Have you seen the sky tonight?

2008-12-20T22:11:00.005+09:00

Have you seen the sky tonight?

I could see the little stars twinkle with it's on beat.

It felt as if I were in outerspace - touching each stars, floating.

Makes me forget about the past & hoping for a new beginning.

It brings hope. It brings HOPE.

Have you seen the sky tonight?

I tried connecting the stars together in the sky.

Guess what I've got?

I connected a huge letter "M";

My initial. It is; M.

Have you seen the sky tonight?

I want to share it with you.

Don't make my dreams fade away, Let it stay.

I want to continue seeing your face right beside me.

Have you seen the sky tonight?

Don't let the night go to the waste.

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The poem above was just so-random when I looked up at the sky last night & saw the sky so beautiful.

I just made up a few phrases & here it is.

Some words are missing, as I forgot what I said last night (:

Last night, I realise that there ain't much time left.

I need to spend more time with Him, hopefully (: I hope he realises.

Next post:- Rado Opening in Starhill.

Track Playing:- Blue Six // Naked Music

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
What I just realise, we never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

millions of unsolve cases.

2008-12-16T23:35:00.006+09:00

MURDER - a very strong and emotional word to most people.
DEATHS brings family & friends together. Deep sorrows, but joy to the heavens.

UNSOLVED MYSTERIES - what the hell ?!

What Ive read & heared, there are many unsolved mysteries.

Back in August, 2004, Lindsay Cutshall, 22 and her fiance Jason S. Allen, 26 were to get married in the next fall.

They both decided to take a break and spend their private time, alone at a beach.

They were found dead in two separate sleeping bags; killed with a 45-caliber Marlin rifle.

Surprisingly, both Cutshall's & Allen's belongings are not taken.

They both were also not sexually assaulted.

Initially, it was postulated that a drifter had murdered the two young couples.

This may be due to the open space alongside Fish Head Beach.

However, the investigation never yielded any solid leads.

The murders of Lindsay Cutshall and Jason Allen have never been solved. Cutshall's father, who is an evangelical minister in Ohio, believes that the devil was responsible for the deaths of his daughter and her fiance. In a 2006 interview, Chris Cutshall stated that he believes the murders are linked to satanic activity. However, there is no substantive evidence which links the murders of Lindsay Cutshall and Jason Allen to satanists. - Wikepedia.

The dissaperance of Madeleine McCann was also another very emotional to many people worldwide.

She dissapeared on a Thursday evening back on 3rd May, 2007 fro the resort of Praira Da Luz in the Algarve regoin of Portugal, a few days before her fourth birthday, and is still missing.

BRING MADDIE HOME! ):

Black Dahlia, a nickname which belongs to Elizibeth Short.

Short was born on the July 29, 1924.

Personally, she was a very beautiful, young actress.

Unfortunately, she was a victim of a terrible murder.

The body of Short was found on January 15th, 1947.

By then, she was 23 years old - in a vacant lot in Leimert Park, L.A.

She was severely mutilated, cut in half & drained of blood.

Not enough? Her face was slashed from the corners of her mouth towards her ears.

There are definitely more than twenty over unsolved cases and were left abandoned until investigators

get more valuable evidence; which may lead to a conclusion.

Other unsolved cases that you can check it out are Natalee Holloway, D.B. Cooper & The Zodiac Killer.

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I'm currently working now.

Trying to juggle with my personal life & work.

I wonder how would the next seven/eight weeks will be like.

My personal life, work & studies (:

The Ellen & Generes Show is on.

Robert Pattinson is coming on (!) XD

John Travolta is looking good/hawt ;)

Track Playing:- Simple Plan // Save You

Much love& posted by,
Melissa,
Hey boy, you'll always be my thunder ..

YK's 18th Surprise Birthday Celebration

2008-12-15T22:42:00.014+09:00

On December 10th, my dearest best-bimbo-crazy friend turned Sexy Eighteen.
It was a very interesting day for us all who attended.
Well, as always, Yew Kuan does not have anything in mind to do something special.
I really thought he would host a birthday bash wth a small pool on his birthday.
Unfortunately, he left to China with his family & expecting to arrive a day before his big day.
Oh well, there's definitely no time to plan something in less than 24 hours.

As a result, I've come up to plan a special birthday surprise for my bum (:
It took me less than two weeks to put the plan together & get materials ready.
There' definitely tons of ideas & dilemma moments with Justin Low.
Yes, Justin was also helping me out with this; TheBoyfriend of the day LOL

SushiGroove, New Wing - One Utama
7.30pm arrival of guests.
(SURPRISE: 8.00pm)
Smart Casual Wear.

It was indeed a heck of a day. Of all the time, it had to rain at the time when I was
leaving the house. Justin came to pick me up & we rushed to the small town, Taipan
to get the cake and flower petals.
Then, we both rushed over to Sunway Pyramid, Petaling Jaya to get Yew Kuan's present (:
Around 7.00pm, Justin & I rushed to One Utama.
On the way, there was a problem with the car. Thus, we had to go back head back to
Justin's crib to change car & I changed into my mini dress there too. Thanks a bunch.
Then rushed over to One Utama once again, it was a hell of a jam.
Almost an hour plus?
When we got to One Utama, Justin & I walked really fast.
We found out & backed out in surprise when we saw Yew Kuan who was infront of us
walking towards the Restaurant. We decided to let him walk first.

Next minute, "SURPRISE!" *spray spray*
Second minute, "Oh, YewKuan, SURPRISE!"
All YewKuan could say was "OMG, HOW?!, CATHOLIC? TAYLOR'S? HOW?!" 0___o

Six small cans filled with strings, so colorful that decorated YewKuan's top Hah.

I'm very glad & thank the Taylor's & Catholic High School close friends
to come celebrate with an unexpected heart; big appetite.

Didn't the flower petals work on the brown wooden table in the Japanese Restaurant?
It can be clearly seen that it outstands right?
Honestly, Mum gave the idea to me.
Everyone thought it was goig to be so romantic with flower petals all over.
Well, it didn't turn out that way! HAHA

L to R: Yew Kuan & Shaun Shern

ShaunShern, who also knew about this surprise party did not know that he was
blinded from us.
We also celebrated ShaunShern's belated birthday on Yew Kuan's surprise.
This is because we were all so busy on Shaun's birthday.
Hope this surprise really surprise him, Hah.

The birthday boy who turned Sexy Eighteen on 101208
He was definitely been blessed tons by all of us being there.

Then, he got smashed :D

YesYes, including Yap Shaun Shern HAH

L to R: Justin Low & Low Yew Kuan.

Denise Tan & Melissa Lee

I got to meet with the 3 Angels; namely Amanda, Denise & Annice.
When I met them, words that first pops in my head was "angels" (:
Well, overall, they're really nice girls & I'm sooo hanging out with them XD
They're as bimbo & crazy as me, all I need right now.

Besides, I also got to meet U-Tze, who his friends claim him as Alien.
Until today, I still don't know why.
So, you people from Catholic have to tell me about it the next time I see you!
I'm so puzzled right now.
Please enlighten me ;)

The Already-Turned-Eighteen.

Melissa Lee & Yap Shaun Shern

I miss BabyChester a whole lot !

Yupyup, He got what he wanted (:
A Roborovski.

The Already-Turned-Eighteen & The Finally-Turned-Eighteen.

Dear Low Yew Kuan,

Update your blog.

Take care of baby for me (:
Make a life-bomb-moments in this 365-days!

I'm coming over soon to see Baby! - Checking time ;D

After dinner, the Already-Eighteen-Year-Olds left to Laundry, The Curve for drinking.

Then, we all headed to Scarlet & Bar, Lounge & Club for music.

Pictures are with Rishi.
NOTE: There were no space between tables! Only one person can cross!

Some pictures are taken from Amanda's Camera.

Waiting for some pictures from Denise! (:

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HAPPY SEXY BIRTHDAY TO PEARLY LOW ! (1512)
HAPPY SEXY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL TAN ! (1512)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEAN RYAN LIEW ! (1612)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHALIQ AZIZUDDIN ! (1612)

Track Playing:- Taylor Swift // Invisible

Much love & posted by,
Melissa Lee,
He makes me feel like shit, but verything I asked for.

prom night video - the vintage

2008-12-08T19:27:00.003+09:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Have not been around though.

More updates on Thursday/Friday.

Good news (!)

I've waited for over a month now.

And, the video is finally up (:

Videos from my camera has not been downloaded yet.

Please do not listen o my mistakes! ):

My violin sounds a bit off, thanks to Shaun for not reserving clip on mics.

But I still love him a lot (:

By the way, pretty boy coming home soon, can't wait! ;)

Hope he appreciates what I did =p

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HAPPY SEXY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAUN SHERN (:

[ 06122008 ]

HAPPY SEXY BIRTHDAY TEO CHUNG KEAT (:

[ 08122008 ]

tons of surprises, oh surprises ;)

PS: I'M LOVING MY NEW SONY ERICSSON - F305

PLAYING SIMS 2 WITH IT =p

MORE ABOUT IT SOON!

Track Playing: Trey Songz t. Plies // Can't Help But Wait

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
laladeedum; laladeedum; ...

My December

2008-12-01T02:57:00.003+09:00

Hello December (!)

Oh, how crazy-jolly-long I've waited for you to arrive!

What take you so long?

Honesty, December came with just a blink.

It started with College for 10 months, next Uni for whole 3 years?

Soon, it'll be New Year's; Hello 2009.

You've been gone, I miss you like crazy (:

Just a couple of days ago, a plan came up.

The event is not too far from here.

Pretty boy has gone far far away, coming home in a week's time.

Anyway, the planning process is giving me headache.

Everyone can't give a proper confirmation, as to RSVP as I have to make reservations.

Anyways, don't realy wanna stress myself out. Might be getting a job pretty soon.

I hope I get it pretty soon as I need cash (!)

Oh, and I might need a band to play on that night.

Anyone/band who would like to audition or let me hear through jamming session?

Do not hesitate to let me know, alright?

Well, I stayed home the whole Sunday (:

Usually attend church in the morning, have branch, shop groceries.

Well, today was just laying back on my comfy couch & spending time with Willie (:

I'm pretty much worried for Willie as he's not doing as well as usually he is doing.

He just loves lying around the Accord & lie down.

But, one thing I love is when I come near, he would just roll over, Hah

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Something I would like to share with you.

Check this music video & listen to the song, you'll love it ;)

KATE VOEGELE // KINDLY UNSPOKEN

THE MAINE // EVERYTHING I ASK FOR

This two songs has been playing over and over in my playlist.

He kept singing Everything I Ask For, LOL

Just keeps reminding of Him every single day (:

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Well, nothing much I gotta say right now.

I'm currently working on a write up on stuffs. LOL

Oh well, comments are much needed (:

Stay tune folks, love.

Track Playing:- The Script // Breakeven

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
you leave me breathe-less babeh ;)

Just the two of us

2008-11-29T23:42:00.004+09:00

Busy as always, I'm very sorry for lack of updates.

The lack of updates is due to the waiting-time of photos.

I'm still waiting for photos to be dropped off into my computer (:

Well, please bare with me :D

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Almost a week ago, Mum took me to Mont Kiara's Porto Romano for lunch.

We were there to do food tasting for mum's up coming functions.

Honestly, the food there is awesome. They have their own taste & flavour.

There's definitely a secret recipe to it! :D

I met Uncle Eddie & Aunt Sonila (:

The delicious Carbonara (:

There's also the Mushroom soup but I drank it up too fast

& Uncle was looking at me, LOL

So, couldn't snap photos LOL

Devil's Pizza.

Only availale in Porto Romano (:

Feel like giving it a try?

K-1, Mont' Kiara Banyan,

28, Jalan Kiara, Mont' Kiara,

50480 Kuala Lumpur

Do not hesitate to take a look at the website at http://porto-romano.com/

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I don't know why but I've been having trouble.

Told Yew Kuan that I might need Sleeping Pills to help me out but I've not gotten it yet.

Anyways, thank God Yew Kuan woke me up before he came over to my place.

He called me around 12pm on Thursday;

rushed to shower and watched tele to keep me awake.

I didn't sleep the whole night, practically staring at the ceiling, LOL
(went to bed at 5am)

We had lunch together - Japanese (:

I forgot what's the Restaurant's name, it's beside Madam Kwan.

Any idea? :D

Toufu.

Seriously, you have to try this :D

Unagi (:

Yew Kuan had Unagi while I had Salmon, yummy (!)

We had sallad & I had to force this poor boy who dislikes Salad =p

Well, vegetables is good for health (:

Yew Kuan also said that わさび,ワサビ is good to prevent flu.

He dared me to eat, I dared him too.

I chicken-out, he chicken-out.

So, we're even :D

My plate of Salmon infront of Yew Kuan (:

It taste so good!

Well, yguys should go there and have a eat-to-bite, no second thoughts (!)

Then, Yew Kuan brought me around The Gardens.

We bump into Sher Lin, she spotted the both of us from far!

The Gardens isn't a bad place to hang out after all. Real nice.

Well, we almost walked the whole Mid Valley; half way through The Gardens (:

I was suppose to attend the Malaysian International Fashion Week (M-IFW) 2008.

It was held in The Gardens.

Sadly, I didn't get to go as I only have VIP seat. That means, I can't bring Yew Kuan in.

Plus, Twilight ended quite late, so ended up not going.

Yew Kuan & Melissa

Oh oh, before I forget, Twilight was awesome!

Like what Yew Kuan said, "It is so ro-man-tic"

I'm so in love with Robert Thomas-Pattinson.

I found that he was born on the 13th May (2 days before Dad's) 1986.

Well, atleast he's a year younger than my brother :D

"pick me! pick me! pick me!" *drools*

I also found that he acts in Harry Potter as Cedric (:

After walking around, we all head over to HandsomeBoy aka Justin's crib in Seputeh.

HB's home is situated at a dead end. Wanted YK to follow me into the woods.

YK freaked me out when he said there was history, =___=

shyshy small boy & Handsome Boy

Then we waited for Justin to dress up. We planned to have dinner in Subang.

Ended up picking Justin's sister, Julia from FAB in Bangsar.

Then we all ended up having dinner in Justin's place.

It was already 9pm. LOL

It was a really nice & quiet dinner with four people (:

Right after dinner, YK, Justin & I headed back to subang, finally, HAH

Back home, got to watch Heroes :D

It was a definately long day running everywhere.

One of thebest part of the day was YK & I were singing all the way through the jam (:

Music in the jam keeps the mind calm, I like.

BB also finished SPM! :D

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Now, I'm still emo-ing around.

Yew Kuan has left to China yesterday night.

Gonna miss my small boy for two whole weeks! ):

In addition, Jashika left last night to Australia.

Track playing:- The Maine // Into Your Arms

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
# Goodbyes, everyone always leave.

I Love Thee

2008-11-25T18:26:00.003+09:00

Come, gentle night, — come, loving black brow'd night,
Give me my Romeo; and when he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of Heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night,
And pay no worship to the garish sun.

--- Juliet, Act III, scene ii

The year 2008 made me hate the television. Dont ask why. Ask the television yourself.
Te television quite bitchy, no nice shows hmph. Anyways, one good news (:
I've finished watching my first movie which I've watched a million times already LOL
I really need to get a life. Maybe atleast watch a movie in the cinema.
FYI, I've not even been to the cinema eversince the last school holidays! LOL
Well, as for today, I made it clear that i'll stay home today, for a day, by myself.
I just gotta start packing my room & study table. It's been left there since last Friday ):
Not forgetting, I realise that It's already the end of November!

L to R: Kimberly, Juliet, YiXin, Melissa, Ivan

I suddenly miss High School. Have no idea why, maybe it's because I've been having nghtmares about High School & come to think of it, putting aside all those differences, i miss my high school budies (: About a couple of weeks back, head over to Ka-Yee's house to surprise her HAHA it's been awhile since I last saw her. Then picked Li Huey up & head over to Ka-Yee's place again (: LOL we started talking crap and Li Huey got so engross over the cheese cake Ka-Yee's mum baked. No forgetting, LI HUEY ATE MY PORTION OF THE CAKE! D: She's so damn smart. ghd%*une@#kcd!!m Yknow what I've learnt? when you love the cake so badly that you can't resist it; and you don't want others to eat your cake, lick your fork everywhere and ut the cake into pieces. then right before you eat it, you put it back, ROFL + LOL

Last Friday, LAST GOODBYES was a succesful event (:
Darren came and picked me & Kelly Ng to MOS. Yknow me, when I meet someone knew, I'll get all hyped up. And guess what? Kelly & I introduced ourselves again & the next minute, we were like, "weren't you from Sri Subang?" HAHA! What a small word (: Thanks to Ethan for inviting her, I met another old friend & now, we can keep in touch in future :D Thanks Ethan (!) It was a long night. The Drunken5, Khalid, Jay & Jane came as promised. Scott was missing that night o__0 After MOS, YewKuan sent me to AC for a game of pool LOL that was like around 1am. We played & laughed like old times, then headed back to Sunway around 3am to send Darren bck to my place LOL

There are photos taken to this but YK i jus so darn lazy to send them to me ):
Thaks to me, forgetting bring my camera.

Melissa & Kenneth.
Back in High School.
We just love fooling around (!) ;) Hah

On Saturday night, Ikhwan picked the usuals to hang out (: There was Ikram, Zarul, Kenneth and me! :D Of all places we could choos from and thanks for me being broke, LOL we all decided to g to AC to have eat to bite, then McD's to just talk & chill. Well, thanks to those four guys, they talk so fast with their dirty jokes, I on't even know what they were talking about. I ended up making a fool of myself. They all laughed & made fun of me wth =____=

A thousand aologies to Li Huey and Ka-Yee for not able to attend the movie with you both. hopeto see yguys soon. Thanks to my mum, last minute plan. She brought me to Mont Kiara to have lunch with her LOL Last night, Darren called me in the middle of the night. Things we intially, poured out to each other after so long keeping it all inside. We can even joke in between. HAHA wth.

Gahhh, this post is a disaster.
The phrase "Clean up your room!" keeps playing in my mind like a tape recorder.
Well, I shall go off now (:
PS: SiewWei, will do the tag sooon!, promise! ;)

Track playing:- Jack Mannequin // The Resolution

Much love & Posted by,
Melissa,
I need light in dark as I search for resolution

South Australian Corroboree Night 2008 Part II

2008-11-23T21:40:00.002+09:00

Certain farewells can be harder than others. When we are to part with friends and know in our hearts that somewhere in the future that we will meet again, the farewell can be bittersweet.
But if we are to part for an uncertain period of time from a loved one, the farewell will take on a different dimension. As one unknown author aptly says, "The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected."

Here's to the bright New Year, and a fond farewell to the old;

here's to the things that are yet to come, and to the memories that we hold.

She was the sexy-mama in my table (:

Just so yknow, I'm not the only vain pot around here (: HAHA

The ESL Lecturers dancing & tuning into "Dancing Queen"

I read Benjamin's message in Facebook, LOL

Well, it's gonna be quite weird when I dance with those teachers

& making fool of myself, HAHA!

But seriously, the ESL lecturer's rock the world!

One of my big babies out of the five.

My drinking buddy.

"Melissa s surrounded by the beasts" - Cherrell Leong, 2008

Known her & her family for a very long time, childhood friends.

Now, here we are (:

L to R: Yew Kuan, notsurewho, KumarSin, Melissa, Izwan.

sorry, got the picture from Kumar's facebook.

Plus, I don't really know all the students in SAM ):

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After a few hours and the event ended (it ended quite early), weall head over to Euphoria.

Taylor's had given us free entry passes as door gifts (:

It wasn't that bad though. enjoyed dancing with the members of L4.

It's been awhile since we all had time together!

My childhood friend.

We've known each other for so long.

We even go for classes together back in High School (:

Will miss him tons.

He promised we'll have our walks together! :D

L to R: LC, Jia Hwei,Melissa

She's the Math Person to go to whenever you need tons of help (:

Thanks so much for everything hot-sexy-babe ;)

Although South Australian Matriculation has ended with a big bang.

There's tons of memories that I'll never forget.

All those little thing that matter most to us has brought us all together.

Although there's just a whole big bunch of us,

We're just one happy family.

Whenever we're not appy of something, we'll speak out.

Each and everyone of you has definaitely brought impact to my life.

I've changed over the months, I feel good about it.

If there are people who has a problem with me, think again.

Cause if those around me are comfortable with me, why not you? (:

Well, I feel everyone's fine. I'll definitely miss yguys.

Oh, I have a breaking news to tell.

Not right now babeh' :D

The night ended pretty bad for me.

Darren came and pick me up.

Friday's event was really a wacked!

It really brought up my mood (:

Will update on that very soon once I get the photos from Yew Kuan.

Yknow, he's a slow pork :D

Track Playing:- Gavin Rossdale // Love Remains The Same

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Everything will change, but not our hearts.
You all have left a piece of yourself in my heart.

South Australian Corroboree Night 2008 - Part 1

2008-11-21T17:22:00.005+09:00

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.

South Australian Matriculation 2008 has been a great year, I may say.
Without the many ups and downs, we may not stick together - tightly as a family.
Thanks to all who put in the effort to keep us together, it's so hard to say goodbye to everyone.
There are definately times when we hate one another and fight a lot like we're back in Elementary school. But without all these, we would have not been so close & inseparable.

South Australian Matriculation Corroboree Night.
6.30pm - 12.00am.
Sunway Resort Hotel.
Chinese Food.

Ms Wendy, who was our mentor. We will never forget her. I still remember, all the news she had to announce everytime she steps into the class. Not forgetting, her Legal lectures makes Legal not boring at all! She never really refers to the text book but simply making up stories to make it seem so simple (:

I was a little dissapointed because the event started when everyone is not fully sitted. Yknow, Malaysian people are always late but although I'm quite alright with it, the VeryVery Important People has not even sat yet. Plus, all students weren't really paying attention to the performances on stage. Thank God for Melvin who actually said "Attention please, people, attention please." HAHA! I'm really glad that everyone liked my band's performance (:

But, overall it was alright (:
Here are some pictures! :D

L to R: MelissaLee, ShaunShern, JaniceLee

She looked amazing that night, like a Princess.

Dance performance, The Salsa (:
Everyone was so hawttt ;)

Melissa & Mei Ling
She dance & moved, oh so sexii (:

Melissa & part of the L4 Boys.

L4 with Miss Angelene.
Our beloved ESL Lecturer

Melissa Lee & Catherine Goh

Daniel looked fantastic (:
The Gold tie caught my attention HAHA

To tell you the truth, Gavin is definately taller than me.
It was my heels which made me taller :D I promise!

She didn't really need to put on her make-up.

She was so pretty & hawt that night.

I could'nt even recognise her!

She was, oh-so-gorgeous-&-sexy!

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Part II will be coming up.

Stay tune buddies.

Here are just some of the photos.

Will post them up in Photobucket, Facebook & Friendster.

There are still tons of photos from other peoples camera! LOL

Track Playing:- Nickelback // Gotta Be Somebody

Much love & posted by,

Melissa,

Why time flies so fast? ):

Rest In Peace Fidget (!)

2008-11-17T01:00:00.002+09:00

"Thinking will not overcome fear, but action will."
-- W. Clement Stone

Have you ever wondered how you could position yourself up so high? All I know is there are certainly many who keeps working, putting their head down all the time. Rushing from place to place. At the same time, thinking of where their going as long as they have accomplished what they need too. And when they look up, wow, they’re already way up high there. And then I realize it’s not it. We’re missing out the fun of being happy, chilling with family and friends.

What I use to do was just doing my work all the way. Although I may seem a very cheerful kid in everyone’s eyes, I think you have got it all wrong. I can laugh, I can crack up jokes, but there’s always something missing in me. Whenever I hang out with friends, I feel the weight of my burden has been lifted. But when it’s all over, get back into my room; the feeling just comes back, I don’t know how to describe but I have tons of questions and events popping into my head. Many successful people could overcome this – I’m proud of those people. But, not me. I’ve tried, I never said it was going to be easy. I’m half way through there (:

I’ve regretted so many things in life. I never ever want to try challenging myself into many areas. I’ve been in a cave for far too long. Years, I many say. I think, I’ve come to an end of it, hopefully. I’ve missed out too much stuff over the past several years. What has been done is done. We can’t undo it but to continue with what we have left.

Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
-- Mother Teresa

Couple of years back, I use to head over to Dao Wei’s home, snuggling in his cozy home and playing with his dogs (: One dog that I always play and spend time with is Fidget. I’m sorry if I’ve not balanced my time well to play with all three, but I sure had fun.

Wait a minute, do you even know who Fidget is?

Fidget, the big Dalmatian who I always mistaken for little puppies like those in 101 Dalmatian. No matter how big Fidget grew, I still treat him as a small little puppy from 101 Dalmatian. The Cute Fidget ;) He may just be an ordinary dog, but he is sure a smart and loving to those around him. Not to mention, playful. Like the phrase goes, “Happy-Go-Lucky-Fi”! Met this cheerful dog when I was sweet sixteen. Whenever I enter the front gate, he would always bark along with his other partner (:

"There is no such thing in anyone's life as an unimportant day."

The flowers that he drew and painted them with beautiful colours; Oh, how artistic our God is. Plus, God has also given life to us for a purpose. Each and every living creature has a purpose of its own; God has a plan for all of us.

Fidget has definitely been one big great dog. Brings a whole lot of love to people around him and always put his own head towards people’s body parts esp your leg or body. I remember whenever I lean towards those railings; he would simply jump up and stick his head out. If not, he’ll just lean his head towards those railings. I remember, perfectly.

Although it may seem that his presence is no longer to be seen, he still lives in our hearts, leaving a deep cut in our hearts that whenever we see it, we’ll go “Hey, that was Fidget!” with a little smile on our faces. As the saying goes, Many people will walk in and out of you life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

After Dao Wei told me what happened to Fidget, I’ve been pretty shaky myself. Although I’ve been having such a bad day, it may not be such a bad day for others who’s lives are even worse than mine. I really thank God for who I am today as he has provided me everything that I need. I promise that I’ll not grumble for very little small matters. But, Fidget’s death made me realize something over and over again. Whenever there’s still time, be with your loved ones. You never know what might just happen to you tomorrow. It made me realize that I’ve still a bunch full to meet up!

I don’t wanna think of all the misery, but of all the beauty that still remains.

He’s just one dog I’ll never forget

I'm not gonna think that he's gone. I'm gonna think that he's just away.

An ordinary dalmatian who pours all his love to the people around him.

I'll always remember you buddy!

Fidget
N.A. – 15 November 2008

Dear Dao Wei,

I'm really sorry that I won't be around tomorrow as I have to lock myself up to study for my last final paper, Accounts. I'll definitely give you a call right after my paper and I shall take you out to have some fun. Alright? Besides, I hope you have receive my text. It just came up and the thought of you and Fidget came up. Although it may seem to be a very short text, hope it meant something to you buddy (: Like I've told you many times, if there's anything you need, I'm always a call away ;) Take care and no stress.

Track Playing:- Chris Tomlin // Amazing Grace

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
Rest In Peace Fidget, You'll Always Be In Prayers.
BTW, I'll tell Willie about you (:

Where everything is coming to an end.

2008-11-11T23:48:00.005+09:00

It's been awhile since I last update my blog.

Beware guys, this is gonna be a very long post.

Just trying to update some of the things I should have updated a long time ago (:

As I've told yguys that I've been gone for quite awhile due to final exams.

I don't wanna screw my finals like how I did for trials okay (:

But it's really difficult for me to sit & study. Explain it to the cell members.

John said I simply am high on sugar, HAHA

Here's just a little something during my finals. I thank God because He has been helping me through out the times when I'm in the examination room. I thank God for making me sit for three hours to sit & do math without stopping till it was time to drop our pens. I thank God for so many things, especially an offer letter to study in Monash Australia next year. god has brought miracles before my eyes, making me believe in Him more & wanting more of His miracles. I'm gonna make a testimony out of this (: Though I've screwed a little for Legals, God has pulled me up and I thank God for not making me feel so demotivated as I've still got other papers to go through. Today, I really screwed my Economics paper nicely. Though I've done the question before in class, I totally forgotted the content & I didn't realy go through all my notes. I was very upsetat myself seeing everyone being so busy writting their essay. I simply lost 20 marks for this (: I even disturb Ben's sleep. Sorry man, my bad! So far, with disapointments, I've screwed two papes badly. I don't wanna screw Accounts. I don't wanna screw Accounts. I'm so gonna A's that subject yo'(!) I'll dowhatever it takes. If it stops me from sleeping, bring those Starbucks to my home! =p

I wanna apologies to Lisa. Sorry baby if I've made you feel so upse when I just walked off today when you were talking to me. I just didn't have the mood to talk to anyone at that time cause I know that I never studied or open my book, although it's the finals, I still couldn't absorb anything. Thanks to the stupid rain & I was damn dead yesterday night. Was up really early in the morning to just concentrat on the market structures. Was pretty upset at myself. Im sorry babe. I really didn't man i & I'm truly am sorry.

Janice, thanks for waking me up everytime when there's exams. Although I can't remember what I told you this morning on the phone, as usual, I always mumble on the phone when I'm sleepy (: I really wanan thank you for wakig me up and forcing me to wake up. Without you, I don't know how I'm gonna wake up in the morning. Like this morning when the alarm didn't ring! HAH

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Nominated by: Sean Ryan ' tree

To the nominees :
1. Put the logo in your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3. Nominate 10 other blogs.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

My 10 nominees
JaniceLee; NurkhaLisa; Jane&Mich; BeckyChew; YewKuan
KimberlySQY; KuahLiHuey; Ikram; WhayYing; Picky

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Tagged by Miss Vivian (:

What is the relationship of you and her/him?
She was the bubbly High School Mate (:

Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Cherry-cheerful girl; sweet; funny; cute; always smiles.

I regret for not knowing her even better.

We shall hang out soon babe ;)

The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
Like I said, I'm not close to her.

I know that whenever she laughs, she has this cute smile of hers,

just makes me smile in the inside too (:

The most memorable things she/he have said to you.

We're just bloggers. Read her blogs from time to time to update myself.

That's all folks (:

If she/he become your lover, you will ...
turn into a lesbo, where everyone gets a shock of their lives HAH

If she/he become your enemy, you will ...
Smack Satan & ask God why.

If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on ...
Nothing. Cause she's just as cute as always (:

Oh wait, I don't wanna turn into lesbo, HAHA!

If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
BoyFriend Stealer? Never happens ;)

The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Cekik her from the back, HAH JK

The overall impression of her/him is ...
A very bubbly person.

How do you think the people around you feel about you?
I think everyone's cool with me :D

The character of you for yourself is?
Make others happy whenever they're down.

What do you hate about yourself?
Being too talkative when I can't remember what I've said.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Learning the art of studying; Be successful; Treasuring ones who are close to me.

For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them
"Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"

Five people to tag:

Sean Ryan; Hezreen; Catherine; Elfeera; Nurul

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Ashraf ;)

No. 3 a male or a female?
Catherine is definately a female's name :D

If no. 4 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing?
Should be. They're my sexy babes ;) Why not?

How about no. 1 and 5?
Oh, noway. SeanRyan is my man HAHA
What is no. 2 studying about?
We're graduating South Australian Matriculation in a week! (:

Is no. 4 single?
Should be, should be.

I guess she' reserving a spot for me? XD

Say something about no. 3.
A girl who can call you in the middle of no where to have a chat.

When you have such a bad day, she might just be there to talk to you & calm your nerves (:

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Although finals are here, I'm proud of myself that I've made myself stay home

& of course, mum also controlled my outings just so I can stay home to study.

I'm also glad cause I had makan with Dad sometime alone.

And the other night, the siblings had dinner together.

PS: We never actually have one together (:

I was really happy to see the siblings getting together Heh.

I got sick when it was my sister's birthday back on the 30th of October.

We ended up celebrating Marianne's birthday at home.

I'm so sorry little girl (:

I just feel the love HAHAHA

Although there may be times of hardships & tons of arguments,

we are still there for each other in times of need.

Trust me, when you're one of the Lee members,

we make each others live very miserable :D

That's what I love about the siblings.

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I can't believe my own eyes that it's already November!

College classes has ended in October itself.

There is definately tons of memories during this ten months course.

There has been tons of ups & downs with people in SAM.

There has definately been shocking moments & crazy-ness.

Heart breaking news, exiting news, people who have come & go. Everything.

There's just too much to say, all I can do now is treasure every moment.

Will talk about it more in my next post, alright?

It's sure damn exiting! Stay tune ladies & gents ;)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANNE LEE ! (3010)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE WILLIAM! (0911)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO JH! (0911)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVANDA TAN! (0911)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI HUEY! (1011)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENT SEONG! (1111)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY CHEW! (1211)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH KATE! (1211)

TONS OF LUCK TO SAM/SPM STUDENTS! (:

Track Playing:- MetroStation // Seventeen Forever

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
We have to make the best out of tonight ...

realising

2008-10-22T15:25:00.003+09:00

I realise something today.

It's not by just feeling or seeing Him around.

It's by having faith in Him that He will pull me through in all things.

Sorry for those affected.

Cause I feel like I've been so selfish by myself thinking that God ain't there anymore.

It just doesn't feel right anymore.

But thanks to Dad's e-mail, I just realise something today & will always remember (:

Finals starting Nov 3rd (!)

motivation please !

All events that has happen will be posted right after my finals,

I promise you! (:

I'll definately miss blogging when I'm away for the next three weeks!

However, I'll try my best to update once in a while.

Keep in touch people & stay tune for more crazy stuffs :D

ATTN TO LI HUEY!

I still could not log in. using Yahoo a/c.

Maybe there's something wrong or whatever.

Print screen the web & send it to me love?

Sorry for leaving the conversation just like that.

Ebuddy & ILoveIM sucks big time :C

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I Love You Jesus (:

mia-casual-update

2008-10-19T16:56:00.006+09:00

UNKNOWN: You too much ah!

ESL LECT: Who is "too much?"

GROUP OF BOYS: ALVIN !

ESL LECT: Okay. Alvin, tell me how do you start your formal letter writting?

ALVIN: Reproduction (introduction)

*Class laughs*

ESL LECT: ALVIN, FORMAL LETTER WRITTING! Where did you get the intro from?

ALVIN: Oh, ... Oh, ... Definition!

*Class laughs*

(Adapted from a scene during Mid-Year)

SAM has brought a great experience into my life. Not just the pile of work, but also learning how to go about Uni life, and a little bit of everything about Uni. Yes, we all definately know the amount of work we have to go through everyday but heck, Uni is like that right? (:

I'm really happy and proud of myself cause I've been studying a whole lot more,

and not fooling around College. (:

I'm really gonna miss L4 2008 (!) D:

L to R: Yindran, YK, Scott.

I don't even think they would read this but honestly, I really miss hanging out with all of them!

A levels dude and of course, the Drunken5.

Why I post up this picture? cause YK keeps laughing & thinks I might not even miss him.

He's going Australia btw. Sadly, we're all not leaving together.

And guess what he told me?

"I go Australia to study mah. Then earn good money. Come bck can do high class reunion ma LOL"

Well, honestly, I'm gonna miss you like crazy lah backside! You're gonna be gone-like-foreva' HAHA

Scott, on the other hand, don't really see him around D: But when I do, Hah! he'll kacau me as usual (:

I'm glad that I got to do a little catching up with Yindran after his first final paper (:

Its been awhile since we really got to sit & chat. I really had fun Heh.

Drunken5 has been missing, seriously. We all have to makan together! I'm planning on Friday's!

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I'm really sorry for abandoning my blog for a really long time.

There's been tons of happenings and no time to even chat, how would you expect me to reply? (:

Sorry guys for not replying MSN messages & SMS texts.

Not to forget, sorry to those who are so far away and I never got to reply your e-mails!

Here's just a bit to catch up on (:

This two whole week was just rushing through revision for all subjects & I'm trying to store

every memory I have in every class. So, basically, it's been a crazy two weeks.

Everyone has been so hardowrking, study at home or fly to Starbucks.

Guess what? When I get home, I sleep till dinner, then after dinner, I laugh with my sister & then

I would play the computer, and chat away ...

That basically means that I've not been studying at all.

So, don't ever ask me if I'm even prepared for finals Heh.

Besides all that, I'm finally done with the Family photo shoot (:

We all really had fun, great time with family & laughing at my brother's bold head, LOL!

Can't wait till the potrait is out (!)

JaniceLee, LisaFendi, NaraShyman and myself got to finally sit and really talk about things

in Pyramid last Friday after class. It was a very wet Friday, and I bumped into ShaunShern :D HAHA

Poor boy walking under the rain, sikitsikit emo, ai-seh.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JUSTIN LOW (1410)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO IKRAM CRAMZ (1410)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AUNTIE MERLE (1710)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO IKHWAN (1810)

Sorry Hezzy cause I wasn't able to come over for Raya in Rawang today (:
Will see you tomorrow alright?

Orait, I guess I shall stop blabbing.

I wanna go grab Starbucks (:

I need to get back to my books. Where should I begin?

Legal or Accounts again? (:

FYI, I've been reading Accounts Theory for about 3 hours already :D

Track Playing:- Miley Cyrus // The Other Side Of Me

Much love & Posted by,

Melissa,

the other side, the other side, the other side of me ... melissa is going nutz_yo_lisajan_hilang.

gentle reminder

2008-10-12T21:11:00.005+09:00

Dear readers,

I'm really thankful for being alive up till today. God spared my life twice in just 31 days.
During Easter, many of you know that I had a minor accident outside Tropicana.
That accident itself gave me the-shock which I never had in my entire life.
Thank God I wasn't alone in the car but was with my best friend, SeanRyan.

About two weeks ago, I receive a news from several friends saying that they have lost their friend. Not only friend but a son & a bestfriend to many.
It was a hit-&-run accident.
The message was only received the next day as no one pulled over until the next morning.

Yesterday, was the most shocking thing I've ever gone through.
I've been receiving messages about people dying due to car accidents and stuff.
I almost knocked into a lady driver with her son.
It was her fault as she wasn't in her lane while she was on the opposite lane.
As I was turning at the junction, I didn't see any cars passing my lane.
So, turnt to MY lane, which was directy opposite her lane.
Instead of being mad at herself, she honk at me & stopped her bloddy car at MY lane.
I quickly pressed my breaks & thank God, my car stopped or else I would have hit her & drama.
I observed that she was in the wrong, not me.

I could'nt really sleep well last night as the incident kept playing in my mind
with those devastating & shocking news.

Today, I found out that my brother's high school mates passed away.
The police has went over to investigate but there were no signs of alcohol or hit-&-run.
There wasn't only one. There was a husband & a wife pregnant (got married last month) & a friend.

My brother and his girlfriend had to sacrifice their movies and attend not only one funeral,
but two in one night.

I know that I don't see most of you in college everyday.
I just want to let yguys know to be as careful as possible.

I know many of my collegemates speed early in the morning and most of them drives in the dark,
like 5 in the morning. I have friends who drives up to 140-160km/hr.
PS: CHRIS NG HERE DRIVES UP TO 200KM/HR!
see lah, i have such ____ friends, LOL!

Life is very precious and valuable.
Anything can just happen in just matter of seconds.
To everyone out there,
please, just be careful.
Drive safely, watch the roads & STAY AWAKE!

Much love,
Melissa,
a small little prayer may bring a big impact.

Lisa's Sexy 18TH

2008-10-06T17:34:00.006+09:00

On October 4th, 2008

The venue for that night was Souled Out, Hartamas.

Those present:

Arieff, Arinah, Dinie, Hez, Izzy, Janice Lee, Lisa, Nara and myself.

Sadly, Shoben was not around. But we still had fun :D

We really had good food, but we all kept grumbling "order lagi!" cause there was simply "tak cukup!"

The picture above clearly shows that Janice was trying to stab me from far.

Just to bad she has very short arms =p

Sadly, her nails damn bloddy long, can actually kill you wheyy!

I still remember she murdered my arm, with scratches, red marks ):

L to R: Arieff, Hez & Melissa

I look damn retarded, LOL :o

Melissa & Nara

I felt like I was in LA with the whole gang having dinner.

PS: We took a jet plane! ;)

The few of us just could'nt help ourselves but disturb Nara.

Especially Arinah, Lisa & myself (:

As for Janice, I'm not so sure lah!

Lisa & Janice.

They both looked really cute that night.

Arinah & Izzy.

Hezzy & Melissa.

Just so yknow, Arinah and I are engaged :D

That's why in FB, if you realise, I'm in a relationship with someone, Heh.

We're doing very-teh fine (:

Until Janice & I kept arguing about Arinah being my love, and not hers =p

Then, we all surprised Lisa with a slice of Lava IceCream Cake.

Seriously, it was the BEST choice ever the management could give us.

The Management joined in the fun & celebrated a little with us (:

Damn "chunnnn" rightttt ? (:

Well, Hez & I picked the slice Heh.

And the management really did an amazing job!

They really pulled it off for us, thanks so much!

I know very well that Lisa pretty much enjoyed herself.

I'm not pretty sure if we pulled off the surprise Heh.

But the management really did an amazing job to pull it off! (:

The party didn't just put a big round dot there.

After dinner, we all head over to Hartamas Square.

It was so similar to AC. We named it, Second AC (:

There, we all still felt hungry but I had to leave so soon that I skipped makan.

L to R: Arinah, Melissa, Janice Lee, LisaAfendi, Hezzy.

My fiance <3

Melissa & Arinah

L to R: Melissa, JaniceLee & Dinie.

JaniceLee & I had to leave around 10.20pm.

Before I left, I drove right infront of Hartamas Square.

Went back into Second AC & pass the present to Lisa (:

Janice & I didn't really went home straight.

We head over to SS15 coffee shop, nearby KFC.

We yapped with Jane for a little while then head home.

I didn't sleep straight awak okay though I was dead tired.

I finished watching GamePlan Heh.

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As for people under Lisa's roof,

I guess they reach home pretty late (:

Then Lisa got another surprise from all of us.

Really sorry baby cause we all weren't around to watch it with you!

Track Playing:- Ben Lee // Catch My Disease

Much love & Posted by,
Melissa,
Catch my disease babe! :D

How I Spent My Raya

2008-10-05T19:22:00.007+09:00

Before telling my grandma stories,

I SAW MY FACE BEING FEATURED IN PRESTIGE TODAY! (:

It's out in the October issue (:

Though it's some small fugly picture,

it's pretty damn hard to get our own faces as the management only chooses

the pictures that they want to feature out of the thousand pictures.

Well, it's my first time but I'm happy Heh

PS: It has my name in the caption too XD

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2008 Raya is so much better as compared to last year.

This year, there's tons of drama (:

On the first day of Raya, I head over to Aunt Badariah & Uncle Tony's poolside

to have a eat to bite. Sadly, Kerrine & Mei-Yan wasn't there

or it'll be so much fun (:

My sister and I first felt really lonely as there were tons of people whom we don't know

and my parents gang all came. So, leaving me & my sister to jalan-jalan around.

There, we found a spot, infront of the pool, lying on the chair.

I kept feeling that I wanted to fart so badly.

I seriously felt bad for my sister cause I was on the phone most of the time LOL

After all those long phone calls, me and my sister watched all the funny videos we took in her phone.

Seriously, I could'nt stop laughing, my tummy hurts like hell.

The whole time, we kept joking at one another LMAO

I thought we could go home after the makan, but my parents

decided to hop over to Aunt Wendy & Uncle John's small cozzy little apartment.

I really love apartments, especially their apartment.

Dish washing machine, shiny fork&spoon sets, 106 inches screen, Blue-Ray view, MidValley view.

It was the perfect home.

This year's Raya was definately no different from every CNY (:

When we got there, there was more & more food to eat.

While eating, I watched Celion Dion's 2007 concert in LA (:

Whenever the camera was on Celine, it felt as if I was there.

I requested to hear "My Heart Will Go On" before Uncle John turns it off.

ZOMG - she sang so well that I came singing along. It was just so beautiful.

After Celine's concert, the adults and two children went on with karaoke :D

It's pretty weird when you have adults joining you, especially parents.

Karaoke and alcohol // with parents.

The party only ended around 1.30 in the morning.

However, the fun didn't just stop there.

There were 18 of us.

The lift only allowed 17 people in a go.

Well, we calculated two child as an adult, which makes 17!

However, when 18 of us got into the lift,

the lift never made a warning BUT it close and stayed stationary.

My dad & sister jumped in the lift to make it move, then the lift dropped a little!

I mean, seriously, in a lift with very little oxygen, stationary.

Although you have pressed 'G', it's still not moving. freaky.

We rang in the lift for help.

All the bloddy guards could say was "takde org dtg pada masa ni."

I felt pretty annoyed.

One of the uncle tried opening up the lift, it worked.

We slowly climbed out of the lift one at a time.

It was an experience.

Thank God the lift never flew down (:

It was - what a night! - with a big bang!

*********

Like I've mentioned, my second day of Raya was just chilling ast home (:

On the third day of Raya, I had moot court discussion.

Sorry to my lovely girls for not being there with yguys at the outing.

I was dragging myself of bed around past 12pm while Janice was so hardworking

in Starbucks studying Economics LOL

Everyone was pretty much late, I was pissed cause I really needed my sleep.

Discussion only started around 2pm.

The whole time, MaySun & I was yapping about going clubbing together.

Sure! :D

After discussion, I came back home to pack my room as my clothes are just everywhere.

Then I continued reading my PS: I <3you>(:

Then rushed over to Ikram/Cramz crib for Open House for after-tea-before-dinner.

It definately felt great meeting up with some old-highschool-besties of mine after months (:

Not forgetting, meeting SueYing, Amir, MeiXian & JinHuat.

They'e lovely people from Sunway btw (:

I had fun while playing mercun with all of them

The laughs, the tummy pains, screams, everything.

Mei Xian, on the other hand, ....

HOW CAN I EVER DOUBT YOU?! LOL!

UP NEXT:- LISA'S SEXY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Track Playing:- Avril Lavigne // I Will Be

Much love & Posted by,
Melissa,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA AFENDI (:

Edwin & Wendy's

2008-10-02T15:25:00.008+09:00

It's the second day of Raya.

I'm finally home for a day to chill, relax, and pack my clothes (:

It felt as if I just finished trials yesterday.

Time really flies.

*********

Last Sunday, my cousin, Edwin tied the knot with Wendy.

It was a fun yet tiring day for everyone.

Wheather was pretty much fine. rained heavily for 10 minutes, then sunny.

From L to R: Auntie Margaret, Mummy & Brother.

I pity my brother cause he was so called the only "Heng Tai" for cousin Edwin.

The theme was Hawaiian. Thus, my bro dressed up in Hawaiian style.

Sadly, only several of them were following the theme.

Especially my brother, HAHAHA

Before we go on further,

can someone explain to me what's "Heng Tai"?

HAHAHAHAHA

My mum went all mushy with him, ZOMG.

2 + 2 = 4

L to R: Melissa, Daddy, Marianne & Mummy.

When the night came, we all headed to Bangsar for the dinner.

Dinner was not that bad (:

food was awesome, still had tons of fun with sister.

Capturing videos and laughing the whole night.

Bernie & Melissa

PS: we're the same height! XD

Melvin & Bernie

L to R: 3rd Auntie from Sngapore, Melissa, Auntie Gandma, Grandma & Marianne.

These two granny's really amazed me.

Auntie grandma is the eldest among the whole "grandma tree" LOL

She's already 98.

In two years time, she'll be 100!

And she's still moving on so strong!

My grandma, 92, is still moving strong.

She's very clumsy, yet God is so good & great (:

L to R: Marianne, Edwin & Melissa.

To tell you the truth, I'm not the tallest among the cousin-aire.

I'm actually the second shortest among the elderly cousins.

This picture is a lie as I was wearing freakin' high heels LOL

I'm too lazy to post up the video but the video is really hilarious!

Until today, my sister & I still plays it back and laugh till our tummy gets really painful!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

After the tea ceremony, my parents, sister & I head over to Rakuzen.

It's some sort of a family lunch together, excluding my brtother who's dating LOL

Ain't a bad place.

REMEMBER TO WATCH YOUR BACK!
HAHAHAHAHA

Melissa & Mummy

Marianne & Daddy.

More pictures are with my cousins.

Used his DSLR Heh (:

Well, I guess the rest of the pictures could be found in FB or in between posts (:

Have fun guys.

Till the next update (!)

*********

Dear Cat,

sorry won't be able to make it for your little celebration in Euphoria.

See you on Monday! (:

Dear Darren & Ethan,

Have fun, sorry can't join clubbing this weekend!

See you next week, or tomorrow? (:

Dear YK,

you broke promise ):

Next stop:- How I Spend My Raya.

Track Playing:- Britney Spears // Get Naked

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
two more days encounting! *bigsmile*

happy raya

2008-10-01T01:51:00.003+09:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

TO ALL MY LOVED ONES

May this Raya bring you joy, luck & more duit from previous LOL

Have an awesome Happy Raya back in your own hometowns.

Have a kick arse Raya before getting back to the real world, finals (:

I miss you guys tons here (!)

I hope to see you all soon after your Raya break.

*********

Next stop:- Edwin & Wendy's (:

Track playing:- Susie Suh // All I Want

Much love & posted by,

Melissa,

selamat hari raya, kepada saudara serta saudari;

setahun, hanya sekali, merayakan hari yang mulia ini.

turning back in time.

2008-09-29T22:52:00.003+09:00

..... She chastised herself for walking away from him when she should have hugged him, when she held grudges for days instead of forgiving him, when she went straight to sleep some nights instead of making love to him. She wanted to take back every moment she knew he had been so angry with her and hated her. she wished all her memories were of the good times but the bad times kept coming back to haunt her. They had all been such a waste.

And nobody told them that they were short on time.

There were her happy days, when she would walk around and daydream with nothing but a smile on her face, catching herself giggling as she walked down the street when a joke of theirs would suddenly pop into her head.

Then she would fall into days of deep dark depression; then finally build up the strength to be positive and to snap out of it for another few days. but the tiniest and simplest thing would trigger off her tears again. That was her routine. It was a tiring process and most of the time she couldn't be bothered battling with her mind. It was far stronger than her body.

Adapted from: PS I Love You; Cecelia Ahern.

Have you ever wondered what would it be like when you can turn back and change events that has occured to you?

Have you ever wondered what would it be like if you turn back time?

Something to ponder on.

I've been day dreaming & time REALLY flies.

Track Playing:- Dance Gavin Dance Ft. Nic NewSham // Uneasy Herts Weigh The Most

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
I'm still waiting.

STRUGGLES

2008-09-25T22:15:00.004+09:00

Struggles;
Never ending struggles.
Crawls over the people.
Eats up the inside of the people.

Have you ever wondered what life is?
Life is so complicated.
There's just tons to expect from.
Life just passes with so much of surprises.
Sometimes questionable.

I've seen lives coming into a struggle. For air, space, time etc. When people struggle, I see the pain in them, rushing through their lives. Running away from place to place; to get themselves save from attacks. I'm telling you, STOP it. That was who I was for almost my whole life. Running away from everything that happens. I'm not saying that it is easy to go through this stage. When it happens, let's just put it as "Sh!t happens". Just take it easy, move on and forget about the past as it has gone way back in time. Move on, my child.

For the past couple of weeks, I've been drown by crowded people gasping for air.
They can't hold their emotions back then.
When anger climbs up the ladder, our minds turn black,
everything changes, especially the mind set of a person.
Whenever I read those articles/texts, I feel that the past has returned.
It's returning to the future, not sure exactly when.
But it hurts to see friends whom you love gets hurt.
It hurts to see friends are deeply wound but can't help.

In actual fact, the question is, ...

WHY ARE WE STILL HERE FOR?

Do we deserve to be cursed?
Do we deserve to be killed?
Do we deserve to go through sufferings?

Around two thirds of the people in this world has lived in a very negatively in terms of thoughts and heart. It is very true that having a negative mind set of yourself could actually bring emotional breakdown in any time of the day, which is seriously not a fantastic idea. But, have we ever thought that every rotten situation we were at are actually lessons learn from ourselves? When we fail in something, we might assume that our Plan A didn't work, so maybe head on to Plan B. But, those negative thoughts would bring us down and not allowing us to move forward, holding us back, to the future. If we actually realise something and change ourselves, we are the Heroes of ourselves, not idols.

I've been through enough.
Watching people die almost every single day.
Cruelty in this world is a never ending dilemma.
It hurts my bloody eyes to see it, seeing those tragic faces.
Watching those family/friends watching then die infront of them.

*********

I'm sick of people telling me I'm very weak.
I'm sick of people telling me who unworthy I am.
I'm sick of people telling me how useless I am.
I'm sick of people telling me how ungreatful I am.
But yknow what?
I'm blessed with everything I have in my own bare hands.
Atleast I'm unlike greedy people, trying to keep up with technology; throw cash.
I thank God I'm not that type of person.

I know changed drastically over the past couple of years.
I've changed with the flow of friends around me, it's natural.
Everybody changes right? (:
But when it's uncool, dammit; I'll definately tell myself I suck.
Cause I really do & if I know what's wrong, I want to change that.

Honestly speaking, the pain & torture of mine are back for real.
The healed wounds are opening once again.
I thought I could continue living my fairytale live, my own world.
It has been about a year now.
But, the one major point that I was missing is;
The reality that I have to face. The reality.
I have to stand ALONE.

Although we may say that our friends will promise to be there.
Think again; Do you think they will?
Well, I'm definately sure that they will care, definately.
But, not one of these souls are stupid enough to get themselves involve too much right? (:
Well,that stupid person is me, I guess.

One aspect of my life that I'm very mad about is that God has made me into a very nice person. Not in a sarcasm or a-lifted-nose. I feel that I've been treating everyone in my whole life so good that I never paid enough attention to myself. When my sickness of emotional depress arises, it cannot be helped because I'll be in a really great emotional breakdown although friends may be there cause they don't seem to understand my previous situation, the cuts that I've gone through. Only I know best because I've watched the scene and played a part of it.

I'm really not proud of friends who wants to be friends again, trying to cool of things.
But by the next year, with new friends, Q would bitched about the same old problem again.
When it's done, means it's really over. When you wanna be friends, I'll be your friend.
When you wanna pick a fight, I'll just walk off like a chicken.
I definately hate bitches who stabs my back with a butter knife lol.
If you really stepped over my head, don't ever underestimate me.

I accepted the apology, I accepted all those little trick stories of yours, but yet you still want to bring up topics. Now, all I see is extra twist to the whole thing; bringing people into the problem, people who don't exist. Then, say my friend who's so innocent and do not really talk to person H that my friend here bitches full time & tells the whole world that she's some cocky girl who loves selling her damn f*cking body. LOL childish. Well, trust me, I've learn my lesson. Regreted much but I think I'm doing quite alright cause I've proceed to the next level. Continue to regret on something will not allow us to learn something.

I'm just so sick of standing up for people because we have to stand up for ourselves so that we could do the same when it happens again.

Like I said, when you accomplish something,

you are the Hero of yourself, inside you; your soul.

Be strong & Have faith.

*********

Dear Li Huey,

I'm sorry I was not able to return your text message. Was actually driving when I read your message, rushing. Told you yesterday night right? (: Well, really sorry.

Btw, could you pass me those Cs? I mean, if you don't really need it lah LOL

Then I could maybe pass to those people who would make good use of it :D HAHA

Is tomorrow's plan still on? Loves.

Dear Lisa,

You must be packing your stuffs now, or maybe sleeping (:

(okaaay, wait, you said you need to finish packing HAHA)

But, I'm really sorry for the inconvenience I set this morning. So sorrrry !

I felt so wasted & bad cause I was such an irresponsible driver LOL

Anyways, was reall glad I could see you for the last time this afternoon before you leave.

I bet you're gonna have a rawkin' Raya & try getting into good terms with Lil Y? orait (:
It's for the good of you both & I know, you both are like mmg secocok kawan :D

HAve an awesome flight, catch you when I get back.

I'm so working on my criminal skills :D

bloood bloood blood all over my shirt HAHA

Dear Janice,

GO TO SLEEEEEEEP OR I'LL TAKE THOSE BAKING OVENS AWAY FROM YOUR HOUSE & TELL YOUR MUM THAT YOU NEVER TAKE MY ADVICE. ON TOP OF THAT, I'LL DROP YOU OFF UNDER THE TUNNEL EVERY SAT MORNING BEFORE TUITION FOR YOU TO WALK. IN THAT WAY, YOU'LL FEEL TIRED & SLEEP AFTER TUITION HAHAHAHA

*inside joke*

Dear Karen,

I'm really blessed with the sms I got the other day on Monday morning. I felt really touched & kept reading the sms everyday. I think I screwed some papers nicely, but I know for sure, the Holy Spirit was there the whole time throughout the exam :D I really love trials, the first time :D thanks so much for your concern & prayers!

Dear Ben,

It's been awhile since I last saw you!

You must be studying Bio HAHA

Hope to see you soon alright? (:

Dear Cheok,

Babe, I'm so happy that I got to have a lil catch-up chat with you although it was only for 15-20 minutes. See, my friends are like bugging me the whole time right? Damn sad HAHA but anyways, we'll definately meet up right? (:

& babe, get your ass on the dancefloor sometime with me, Ian & the rest of the crew okay! We soooo gotta work our butts off! HAHAHA LOVE

Dear Becky,

I bet you have finally reached your destination (:

Well, have an awesome time, update blog more frequently!

This is my third time saying that, Janice is bumped over the fact that you have left to Russia.

She screamed in the cafeteria. I had to hold her lips mannn, HAHAHA

Loves.

Dear Izzy,

coughcough* this is the most important note in this post Heh.

Do you know that you are important to me? (:

If not, I'm writting down here in B&W, you're a VIP.

thanks for always being there for me in times of need.

You're like my early morning teman when Janice&Lisa not there.

But, most importantly, you need to get some rest for yourself wheyy.

I don't want you lying on the floor during our performance SLEEPING okaaay (:

Thank you for the teman, the laughs, the jokes, the tears.

I really enjoy your company. Raya we must hang out okay :D

& oh, speaking about belanja, you should spend me HAHA! JK

we'll see how okaay bleakss. ;) COME BY SUNWAY!

Track Playing:- Common // I Have A Dream

Much love & posted by,

Melissa,

love me tender.

loving memories .. (:

2008-09-16T23:45:00.003+09:00

L to R: Melissa, Michelle & Adelin.

I still remember every second when we were lost in this big crazy College,

somewhere in Damansara (: There were big pool area, unique statues, cold halls, ...

Gosh, I really miss that day, seriously.

Last Saturday, hung out with Michelle in the morning before I fly to dreamland :D

I didn't really helped much in the charity; but laugh the whole time LOL

Well, atleast there was a little catching up! (:

Yuen & Leonard ditch me; was so upset yguys weren't able to make it!

*********

And, there I was, in High School.

Every night having late nights, talking to the boy.

Well, I don't blame him(!) i loved it ;) HAHA

One thing in particular, people always think I do my homework.

Being the good girl sitting at home & do work. Guess what? you got it all wrong (:

I'm the type who stones infront of my books LOL

*********

And, there I was, going to babi college five times a week.

Whcih practically kills my whole day; no time for anything except SLEEEEP

I'm just so exausted; don't even have the time to hang out with my buddies around college.

That's how sad my life is.

I just can't wait to get over Trials, then it's time to fly around the world (:

Oh yeah, I guess I won't be around after trials? We'll see about that :D

*********

S'karang aje baru ingat I kena salin s'mua dalam bahasa. ni disebabkan I t'lah janji ngan Lisa utk tulis karangan yg beratus-ribu-ribu perkataan yg sangat memalukan LOL I tao bahasa I dah karat, tlg bagi "support" :D

Dah dua hari, I ketawa gilagila ngan Lisa, Jan, Shoben & Nara. Oh, Belum kenalkan you semua ngan dua budak I suka ketawa ngan kan? (: Well, mereka dua ni, I baru kenalkenal "about" tiga bulan kut. Lepas kenal ngan mereka, I suka kacau Shoben s'bab dia ni selalu menggelabah bila jumpa I, mungkin botol I yg berkuasa tu HAHA!

Dah dua hari Kita ber-lima [is there such word as ber-lima? LOL!] duduk kat perpustakaan utk belajar. KONONNYA BELAJAR-LAH. kita semua cakap sampai malam lah, satu kerja pun tak siap. tulis satu perkataan ngan pensil pun tak buat LOL betul kesian I lah ngan mereka ni. Apabila mereka bersamasama ngan I, I pasti takleh buat kerja s'bab cakap sama mereka ni buat I ketawa. Dua jam sama mereka pon tak cukup tao. Tambahan pulak, Nara ni selalu buat I ketawa ngan perkataan "punch you ah, buncho, punch ya, buncho man!" LOL!

Baru tadi pagi, I cerita kat Lisa ttg jalanjalan d'kat padang sama ikram ngan anusha. I bagitao mereka dua yg I takleh "construct sentence" guna bahasa. Mereka suruh I cuba "construct sentence". I pon kata, "mereka sedang menunggang BY-si-KAL" I tao, ketawalah, Susah betul nak tulis dlm bahasa.Sekurangkurangnya, I sdg cuba okay (: I tao I dah gagal bhs Melayu :D

Tapi, ape yg sgt memedihkan hati I ... I amat sgt rindu budak yg buat I ketawa.

I amat rindu ngan kehadirannya.

I minta maaf s'bab I selalu kecil hati, buat you naik geram.

I minta maaf s'bab I org yg tak dapat menyenangkan hidup you :(

Track Playing:- Samsons // Kenangan Terindah

Much love & posted by,

Melissa

Saya org yg suka makan char kuey teow LOL

brb - away

2008-09-13T00:53:00.005+09:00

Hey all!

I shall be back soon.

Just pray for an update (:

I'll be away this whole weekend.

I'll be flying around - won't be staying put around home.

Not to forget, I've got trials coming in just a week!

I've not studied shits.

Just a short note, I tried talking to the boy. I tried my very best, I tried screaming.

His messages just makes me more depress, upset, everthing.

Sigh. I thought I could count on You, making me smile ...

Again.

I shall try to stop putting my hopes up too high.

I suck.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEVERAL PEOPLE

Lim Dao Wei - 10Sept

Joel Ang - 10Sept

Chong Mei-Yan - 11Sept

Serene Ong - 12Sept

Michelle Koh - 13Sept

If you have anything urgent to talk about,

please call my cell number.

DO NOT leave an SMS as I'm trying to save up.

To SPM students, good luck in Trials (:

To SAM students, wish yguys all the best (:

SAM very stressful!

Exams and assignments at the same time! oh god.

Have an awesome weekend (:

POUR SOME LOVE!

Track Playing:- Flo-Rida Ft. X-Deer Summer REMIX // Get Low

Much love & posted by,

Melissa

Shorty get low low low low low low

EMO

2008-09-09T16:57:00.003+09:00

I've realised that, although we may even know the people in the world,

we're always alone.

I hate today; I hate today.

Something random came up.

I wanna talk to Ikhwan (:

PS: I think I'm having/ going to have Crohn’s Disease

Track Playing:- Avril Lavigne // My Happy Ending

Much love & posted by,
Melissa
I am who I am, I'm happy with the way I am.
You're not happy, just too bad (: hctib

JANICE SEXY 18

2008-09-06T19:15:00.003+09:00

JANICE LEE SZE MEI;
A girl who never lies to her own-self.
She knows very well when there's something going on,
she predicts, she knows it when her heart calls.

"Someone once said; 'It’s the good girls who keep diaries.
The bad girls never have the time.
Me… I just wanna live a life I’m gonna remember.
Even if I don’t write it down."

"You ever heard the expression 'The best things in live are free.'?
Well, that expression is true.
Every once in a while, people step up they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you and sometimes they fall short.
Life is funny sometimes. ......"

Well, that explains Janice Lee a whole lot (:

When Jan's happy, she's like zomg the cutest damn thing you've ever seen in your life!
Her small sized mouth, and a pair of cheeky chicks just blend with her face;
suits her VERY well all cause, it's JANICE LEE SZE MEI
When Jan's bad, "oh no" ;
Oh yes, you can say that again!
Her mouth is so powerful that you can actually fly off the window
expecially when she speaks to you.
JUST MAKE SURE YOU HOLD ON TO YOUR SEATS! (:
Just kidding. HAHAHA

JANICE LEE SZE MEI;
A person who can blend so well with anyone who's around her.
Have I even told yguys that there's this girl who's DYING/CRAZY to be her friend?
I know, it sounds crazy. Even Jan herself runs awau from her.
Unfortunately, I hate that girl cause she's a pain in my ass.
Sorry, cause when I tried opening the door, she actually pulled it from the inside although she
knew VERY WELL that I WAS TRYING TO OPEN THE DOOR

JANICE LEE SZE MEI;
Everytime you see her around, no matter who she's with,
you'll always see her smilling or even laughing.
She's seldom moody, except when she's tired.
Not to forget, she's bubbly, ain't me! i repeat, SHE'S BUBBLY TYPO
So, don't mix me up with Jan; we're two DIFFERENT humans trying to live on Earth here(!)

JANICE LEE SZE MEI;
STRONG, BOLD, COURAGES, FUN, HAWT
It's what we do best together; as a team; as a Family.
E.E. Cummings once wrote; "To be nobody-but-yourself - in a world which is doing its best,
night and day, to make you everybody else -

means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight;
and NEVER stop fighting."
Wherever, whenever, we're always there for each other.
And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate.

But, losing your reason for the journey...
is a fate more cruel.
Whatever happens, we push each other to the TOP.

"Henry David Thoreau once wrote: 'Live each season as it passes; breathe the air,
drink the drink, taste the fruit and resign yourself to the influences of each."

060908
HAPPY SEXY 18TH BIRTHDAY LITTLE BABY MONSTER!
Hope this year brings luck and splash it with tons of love.
Hope this brand new year would bring not only stress but FUN
Really sorry that I could'nt make it last night; out with just the girls.
BUT I can assure you, I'll make it up to you, right after trials (:

We celebrated Jan's birthday in Math class today (:
I really prayed hard that this would be a successful surprise.
I know; i screwed up a lot (:
Anyways, we really surprised her & as usual, complaints.

"OMG! SO EARLY IN THE MORNING!"

Claire; Kelli's hungry face; LC dreaming of cakes.

Then, we studied Math real hard today; time flies like no ones business.
Then, me, Lisa & BabyMonster headed to McD's.
I NEVER WANNA EAT IN MCD'S ANYMORE. MY TUMMY WAS

REALLY IN BAD SHAPE!

Got her two cookbooks & BabyMonster Message Codes on it (:

MAKE SURE YOU MAKE FULL USE OF IT! LOL

Track Playing:- Demi Lovato // This Is Me (Acoustic Version)

Much love & posted by,
Melissa
JAN/BabyLilMonster; LISA/GORILLA?; MEL/BigMonster.

Lucky to fall in love with my best friend.

2008-09-04T18:15:00.007+09:00

Isn't my post title brings you chills or anything?

HEEEEEEEE (:

I love to bring some spice in you guys, HAHAHA

Jom, let's ber-emo-emo for this post after so long!

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL ROFL ROFL

To youthere,

It's been awhile since we have a serious talk. Yeah, it's been some time already (:

Well, just want to let yknow that I miss talking & screaming with you.

I miss those bear hugs, I miss late night talks with you.

I miss gossiping with you; I miss your comfort.

I miss those lil kisses on my forehead I use to have every night.

I miss your touch whenever you stop me from banging your PC or kicking your ass.

I miss fighting with you.

I miss your lame jokes that makes me laugh all day.

You can't seem to get out of my mind.

I miss you so much boy.

It's been sometime now that I regret things I should not have said that hurt people around me.

I know, I'm feeling such a useless bitch right now. Well, thanks to people around me,

they keep me moving, and not turning back. There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment you must choose your direction.

Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are?

Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice?

Or will you embrace your new path?

Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.

I tried replacing someone else and kept telling myself that I'll be fine.

Guess what? I'm not fine at all. I tried replacing someone, it didn't work.

Like I told you the other day, he hurt my bloody feelings.

It's been exactly a year now, it's been so difficult.

I miss you so so much.

I've shut all doors in me cause I know, they're not the one for me.

You fit exactly in my soul - I know; It's YOU.

I don't care what people think of me.

Do YOU?

*********

Dear SmallIsMollyBitoch,

This is going to sound a little strange, but I'd like you to paint over my room wall with white paint. You should chase whatever it is that excites you; be confident and take risks. And paint over my words so you can start writing your own. My story might have inspired you, but I'm certain your story will inspire the next girl to live in our room.

I want you to know you don't need somebody to write about your life in order for your life to mean something.

You can write about yourself. Make your own destiny.

Then, years from now, the next girl will keep what you write on that wall long enough to remind you of how inspired your life is.

And you can tell that girl to paint over the wall,

because you realize the words you wrote, the friends you had underneath the paint.

The love you professed will always be there, the spark of something undeniable,

a seed of hope, the truth, for better or for worse, burning fiercely,

just below the surface.

Love, Melissa

*********

Got home around 5pm.

Due to the rain, thanks ShaunShern for dropping me back (:

I'm just so glad I'm finally back home! wheeee !

Economics presentation ended yesterday!

Finally, something to relax on a little.

Well, rethink again - Legal & Economics trial paper due tomorrow.

Gahh ! According to Ms. Wendy, "it's only the beginning"

Alright, I know, the roller coaster is already sloping downwards!

YES YES! I shall get my ass back into studying (:

Time really flies like leaves falling (:

Finally today, after a week of not having a proper conversation with Lisa & Jan,

Today, we finally had the time to actually update on stuffs.

Although we sit next to each other, we never speak in class.

Thanks to classes with no breaks in between.

It just keeps going and going.

GOD ! PLEASE FREEZE TIME! LOL

Congrats bra-therrrrr (:
Although you can be SO annoying in my butt,

Yknow I still LOVE you this much!

*spreads arm*

Track Playing:- David Archuleta // Crush

Much love & posted by,
Melissa
Are you holding back like the way you do? ...

I MISS YOU

2008-09-01T18:36:00.004+09:00

Dear cousin Mich,

I practically scream everything in my previous e-mail (:

Well, here, I'm satying it again & again - IMYA !

It feels like it's been pretty damn LONG since you've been gone & your e-mail says about

two to three months, wth. You should know, SAM mmg no life, I don't even know what day

is it when I get to school! I even wrote my date as "July". Can you imagine? (:

I think Lynnie brainwashed me Heh.

Well, will definately reply you after this effin long post since there's tons to update on.

I guess my studying habits are back, I've been studying pretty well (*: Heh.

Oh yeah!, please please please say "Hi" to The Sakai in Australia with you now! (:

I miss bitching & laughing with him, Heh.

Can't wait to hang out with yguys when you're back next year lalala.

Much love, melmel LEE

I MISS YOU TONS WILLY

I miss dancing; part of my daily routine.

Starting soon! SOON!

GOING CRAZY! CAN'T WAIT!

Track Playing: Secondhand Serenade // Vulnerable

Much love & posted by,
Melissa
Share with me the blanket that you're under, cause it's cold outside...

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE

2008-08-19T17:10:00.007+09:00

Alright, alright - enought with those noises and screams about me updating my blog.

I'm here making an effort to update my dead blog HAHA

Anyways, although my one week break has already started, there ain't any holiday for me

As usual, I have plans every single day; the world keeps spinning while everyone walks everyday. Here are some updates on what happened for the last couple of days (:

FRIDAY, 15th

Classes end at 3pm, and I'm so glad that every class is over & it's time to party (:

Unfortunately, I didn't go out that night. I know, aren't you proud of me?

Instead, I was home trying to catch up with my outdated movie background.

I finally got my television functioning after months of not touching my television set in my living area.

FYI, since college started, I never like watching tv since Astro has nothing much to watch LOL

Though I'm out of home every weekend, it felt weird staying home on a Friday night.

However, I'm glad that I did stay home cause I got all the rest I needed (:

SATURDAY, 16th

I got up early as usual for math classes. Yes, I didn't plan to skip again since trials & finals

are jsut around the corner (: Though I was pretty sleepy STILL, i manage to absorb HAHA

I was suppose to meet up with Jane after class. Unfortunately, she was still sleeping LOL

Instead, MeiMei, Lisa and myself had a little chat outside McD's - just to update on things. It's been awhile since we all sat together, relaxed, chilled and brag everything out! feels good (:

After that, I sent MeiMei back, and headed straight back home, hoping if I could sleep back again since it was still so early & cozzy - i ended up reading economics at 11am, LOL

I know, it's such an amazing thing to do work in the morning, HAHA

FYI, I was having diarrhea, i think. Not really sure.

But all i knew that I kept on going to the washroom more than 3 times, that's how bad it was.

I ended up cancelling my violin lesson.

YK & Melissa

SriKL's Charity Day

Ended up in pyramid with YK to watch 21 again; trying to get rid of all those free movie tickets!

Thanks YK for the drinks & spilling the drink all over - ROFL although it was pretty embarrasing, I kept on laughing LOL but I thank God i didn't have to leave the cinema

to hit the washroom. Anyways, after movie, I quickly head home as it was already late; I needed to prepare dinner, that's why. I ditched YK after he sent me off to the escalator. Apparently he was going to some hotel to have his dinner, hmph. My night ended with movies, Heh.

I also missed mum a lot. She was in Kota Bahru to have lunch with her groupo of friends with the Queen. ( There's something I wanna say about that ...)

SUNDAY, 17th

Had an early start. Went to church today.

Bumped into church buddies whom I've not seen in weeks! So sorry cell people, been having such busy weeks & my parents weren't around too :( After church, I had lunch in that little coffee shop which I use to go since I was a child. Everyone knew us whenever we go there. Feels like a big family there! Then, my brother drove us all to the nearest supermarket to get some groceries before heading home. After I got home, I had to settle some house chores and relax.

My grandma came over to pay us a visit for a couple of hours only (:

The saddest part of all, when everyone was busy watching the badminton finals on TV,

I was stuck in my study room doing Economics. Well, I know I always do last minute work but, there's a reason why I did Economics on a Sunday night (:

MONDAY, 18th

Another early morning again. Drove to Parade, I had group discussion for Economics presentation (:

Those present: Lisa, MeiMei, CaiJin. The discussion went pretty short as I've expected.

So, I planned on taking MeiMei to Pyramid with me as I had to pick Sean up from there.

We did a little window shopping as we all wanted to save money to shop-till-drop on Wednesday.

After lunch, Sean finally appeared - then drove back home to watch movie!

it's great having Sean around after so long not meeting up with him!

YK was suppose to join for movie, but he ditched me for his bed :(

We watched Definitely, Maybe. The whole time, we were laughing our ass off.

The part where it goes

"Dad, you have not tell me the happy ending of the story yet!"

the father simply replied, "You".

Goodness, we teared! we were practically hugging and tearing HAHA

Sean said "we were so evil to laugh throughout the movie when it was supose to be emo!"

I know, I know. I was practically fine throughout the movie as I've already watched it

After movie, I drove to Sunway College to drop off Sean. Sorry Sean boy i had to leave so quick!

During the ride, we sang Glamorous by Fergie & Heartbreaker by Will.I.Am

Thank God I didn't speed to rush for the yellow traffic light. There was police.

& I think we sang like crazy in the car till the Policeman were watching both of us.

I really don't know; it was pretty scary; but FUN!

Sean will post up his version of Happy Ending on his blog.

Gosh, you guys should check it out!

We might just come up with an album ;) HAHA

I only got home right before dinner as the jam was just so terrible around Summit area! gah, I headed for the wrong way, that's why. There was no U-Turns, dammit.

After dinner, I was online the whole night and checking my endless incoming messages from people LOL was pretty exausted though (:

TUESDAY, 19th

I had another early morning again. Watched "Lovesick" this morning.

Movie ain't bad. Go check it out! ;)

Then head over to the Library.

Gah, i thought things would turn out better if I sit alone in the library to study.

But I just can't. My eyes was really droopy and can't study anything.

Ended up on the Computer, updating my post for past one hour (:

I also got to check my mails HAHA

Well, I should get going now.

I should go home and take a nap, then I'll do something tonight before I'll get busy tomorrow!

Track Playing:- Pussy Cat Dolls // When I Grow Up

Much love & posted by,
Melissa,
When I grow up, I wanna drive nice cars , be on MTV, ...

squeeze me; yaiy me.

2008-08-15T21:37:00.007+09:00

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible.

Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans, BIG plans.

To find your perfect match. The one that completes you.

But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy.

It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans.

At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward,

you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you.

You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind.

You want it all to have mattered.

*********

I just dropped off my best friend's blog, YK.

I just realise that it has been a month and a day since he last blogged!

I know, so precized! - Go check his blog date, then you'll understand HAHA

And I read his message on tagboard saying,

"ta-da yewkuan's dead blog.. wonder when i'll update.. tot wont die in the end still die..

good things come to an end.. lol hope one day reborn bah.."

Second tagboard message was, "dun give up on me yet lol"

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

I could'nt stop laughing my ass off man.

YK, I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.

DON'T GIVE UP ON THE BLOG!

POOR BLOG - CRYING LIKE ATASHA!

Thanks to slighlty-stress-free for a day ...

Yesterday, I FINALLY get to

watch Definately, Maybe & Made of Honour.

I just love this two movies.

I think I'm going to watch it again during the weekends

before I return the rent DVD.

A couple of days back before Accounts paper, I watched 21.

I'm feeling guilty now, Heh.

*********

He never ask me to be his date.

I'm dateless for Prom Night.

One thing I could'nt understand. I played his games, he played mine too.

We hang out a lot; but something might just happen, I don't know what happened.

Gahh, I'm trying not to be stupid, like commiting suicide. (I know some people would do so.)

I'm trying my best to make things work. But it's so difficult. I keep falling. And as the saying goes, "And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be; or lose that person completely."

*********

Shout out to The Sins & Jas, I'm so sorry that I can't make it to the Dance Arena tonight.

My parents aren't around; I jadi budak jaga rumah.

Well, seeing yguys pretty soon ;)

Track Playing:- Mia Pelencia // Dream

Much love & posted by,
Melissa
"Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are."

Better Off Alone

2008-08-15T00:14:00.003+09:00

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right;
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do.
You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart;
So let me go and move along.
I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say;
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way,
I think you've forgotten all of your plans,
See I never meant to be here and I think you should know;
You're better off alone.

Yes, I know; I know.
I'm going nuts with Better Off Alone by Marie. Her songs really tells what I'm going through right now (:

It has been a very shitty week. And I know, I can't take it anymore. I don't even feel or think that I had actually raised my voice and being mad at MeiMei out of no where. I'm really sorry MeiMei, I really didn't know or felt anything; I just don't know what's going on. Basically, feelings numb. I don't want my past to come back again; rebirth. I really can't take it anymore, yknow. All my life, living in a drama world, I'm really sick and tired of all this shits. Every minute of everyday, I just want to leave to somewhere very far away, like a summer vacation. I don't want or need to go through all this shits all over again, making a big scene in collegel causing hatred in everyone's life.

That was the reason why I stomped out of class with my bags & books. I head over to the library and those memories just keep replaying in my head. The soundtrack of These Hard Times by Matchbox 20 really stopped me from doing accounts couple of days back; and really hit me real hard though I've tried not to think about it. The thoughts just came and go; and there I was, crying in the corner of the room, while people around me were studying.

I just can't take it anymore(!)

Leave me alone alright? Cause everything went well right up till the Moot Court presentation. I'm just very very upset with all of you guys. We actually came a long way and pulled things together right up till this week. Of all days, It had to start on a Monday and continued till the rest of the week. It really ruined my week and I don't wanna make it worse by shoving my emotions under my pillow. I had enough. Enough said.

J.L : Where you gonna go?
ML : Anywhere but here.
J.L : You're gonna runaway.
ML : I just need -- to think.

*********

To my lovely L4's,

http://s37.photobucket.com/albums/e76/lilmel017/SAM%20MATES/CHARITY/

Here are the link to half of the pictures I've taken & some edited for blog purposes.

For all the pictures, they are with Lisa.

Happy holidays guys! (:

Track Playing:- McFly // It's All About You

Much love & posted by,
Melissa
I just want to turn things around...
I neeeeeed you SS !
Please make me smile; please.

. melissa's everyday walk .

what's bothering?

shout outs & how am i today?

self evaluation

Lady Gaga VS Roisin Murphy

quotes

Uni Friends

Business Semester One for SALE!

Girls Day Out

Movie Updates

Estee Lauder & Gavin's Home Coming

NOTES

everything falls into place

HAKKA LEE

how i spent my 19th b/day

Teenage Love & Valentine

Yeap Gavin & Nurkhalisa's Farewell

Uncle Lucas & Kak Ria's Open House

Glitterama Dinner @ BBC

SKY LOUNGE

New Year's Resolution 2009

SAM books for SALE

Christmas 2008

RADO - WATCH COLLECTION // OPENING

Have you seen the sky tonight?

millions of unsolve cases.

YK's 18th Surprise Birthday Celebration

prom night video - the vintage

My December

Just the two of us

I Love Thee

South Australian Corroboree Night 2008 Part II

South Australian Corroboree Night 2008 - Part 1

Rest In Peace Fidget (!)

Where everything is coming to an end.

realising

mia-casual-update

gentle reminder

Lisa's Sexy 18TH

How I Spent My Raya

Edwin & Wendy's

happy raya

turning back in time.

STRUGGLES

TAGS

loving memories .. (:

brb - away

EMO

JANICE SEXY 18

Lucky to fall in love with my best friend.

I MISS YOU

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE

squeeze me; yaiy me.

Better Off Alone